|TheComfortCorner| v.4

[diana,]

My best friend just admitted that she doesn't like me and doesn't want to be my best friend anymore. I was telling her (over text message) about how she had been ignoring me lately and how it seemed like she didn't want to be my best friend anymore, and she replied with 'Sometimes you just have to admit things. This is me admitting it'. I've been crying all morning. She's been my best friend for.. I don't know how many years. A lot. And it's finally ending. I haven't been at school for the past three days because I've been sick, so I bet she's been telling everyone that she hates me. Oh my gosh..

[fletch]

I feel so bad for letting down my friends (internet and real) because I can't commit to anything. Roleplays, hanging out, etc. It makes me feel just terrible but I just can't sit down and focus on something lately, and my anxiety has been hitting me really hard. It's pretty much like it was back three years ago but I haven't told anyone about it, not even my parents. I couldn't even eat today because I was literally worried I'd throw up because, apparently, that's a weird symptom of my panic attacks. Gross, but...unfortunately true. And I'm the type of person who literally cannot go long without food (dunno if it's because of vegetarianism or not) so it makes me feel really tired and sorta week even if I got like...roughly thirteen hours of sleep. I thought I got over my anxiety, but it's just been worse with a new school and I don't even know how to handle it anymore.

[saintesque]

wow. my music teacher actually threatened the whole class with a failing grade if they do not start playing perfectly. i understood why he did do that: we had two months to learn and practice the songs. we had two months of time to improve ourselves at home. heck, the teacher even arranged for five different professional musicians to stop by. yet 90% of the class can't even play a dang B flat in the right tone or keep count of the measures. it's not fair that the minority always ruins it for the majority. yes most of them are beginners but that is not an excuse to not take their instruments home and do the dang work. they signed up for this. they should have known and taken responsibility for themselves. i'm sure the first row players of each section would be happy to come for wednesday tutorial to do help them. oh wait, ONLY FIVE PEOPLE COME TO THE TUTORIAL PERIODS. this will get sooooo much better next year when the only people who know what they are doing will not be there.

i swear i will scream bloody murder for three hours straight if i fail that class just because of the people who decide not to be responsible enough.

[keegui]

My best friend just admitted that she doesn't like me and doesn't want to be my best friend anymore. I was telling her (over text message) about how she had been ignoring me lately and how it seemed like she didn't want to be my best friend anymore, and she replied with 'Sometimes you just have to admit things. This is me admitting it'. I've been crying all morning. She's been my best friend for.. I don't know how many years. A lot. And it's finally ending. I haven't been at school for the past three days because I've been sick, so I bet she's been telling everyone that she hates me. Oh my gosh..

Hey, Chocco. I know how you feel. I've been there. I had a best friend of 8 years tell me the same. It hurts so badly. But honestly, someone who can turn their back on you at the drop of a hat is not deserving of your time. Clearly, your friend is admitting more than just her feelings about you. Feel free to PM me whenever you need, and we can talk about it more if you want. Please feel better! You deserve so much better.
~Keegan

[RestInPeace]

My best friend just admitted that she doesn't like me and doesn't want to be my best friend anymore. I was telling her (over text message) about how she had been ignoring me lately and how it seemed like she didn't want to be my best friend anymore, and she replied with 'Sometimes you just have to admit things. This is me admitting it'. I've been crying all morning. She's been my best friend for.. I don't know how many years. A lot. And it's finally ending. I haven't been at school for the past three days because I've been sick, so I bet she's been telling everyone that she hates me. Oh my gosh..

Same. And still recently too. Claimed i was "disgusting" and that i never loved her. It really sucks to invest so much into someone you are so confident will have your back through anything, and then them tell you they dont love you, even half as much as you do them.

If you feel like pming me, feel free to. <3

[xXFoxfaceToastXx]

This is more a rant and belongs in a certain thread that should already returrrn...
I just "love" it when I send a join.me link to all my online friends that I've talked to recently, post in a popular forum on another site I use and somehow only get 0-1 people in my stream, and they only stay for a minute or two. This happens so often, I only get a different outcome every 1 out of 8-10 livestreams.

[diana,]

Thanks for all your help guys... -remove-

EDIT: Just found out that all of my 'friends' in my group are going to their new friend's groups. I have no other friends. I'm going to be on my own... I'm crying.

[Thelastsilhouette]

Thanks for all your help guys... -remove-

EDIT: Just found out that all of my 'friends' in my group are going to their new friend's groups. I have no other friends. I'm going to be on my own... I'm crying.

If they're willing to leave you then they aren't very good friends, cry it out and hopefully you'll be able to look at this situation and see that friends who deserve to be in your life will come to replace the ones who left. Some people will come and go in your life but you're strong and if you remember that you have people who care about you here at Chickensmoothie and I'm sure a lot of other places too you'll be fine but until you are 100% you'll always have someone on here you can talk to and we will care.

[xXFoxfaceToastXx]

Looking through without my loyal-tinted eyes I've got a lot of friends I have a negative feelings to settle with. I think I've got only one good friend I talk to often without a negative thought or suspicion of. It's a really awful realization and I literally feel sick.

..or maybe I'm just socially awkward with everyone.

[diana,]

So much has happened today.. It started off with my 'best friend' telling me that she doesn't want to be my best friend anymore. Next, she told me that she was leaving the group. Then, I found out that all of my other 'friends' are leaving the group too. I send them all text messages but they all ignore me- except for my old best friend. Plus, it says they've read the messages. They continue to ignore me. I don't know what I've done wrong...