|TheComfortCorner| v.4

[unit 01]

Honestly, I'm getting really sick of my mother. Her constant nagging can get pretty frustrating, along with the fact that she pressures me into my own anxiety—she gets mad if I say an opinion contradicting to her's. She got mad at me this morning for me not wanting to take care of my two younger brothers, although I had many things to do that morning. What makes me angry is how she lectured me on how "lazy" I am and I'm just "deadweight that needs to work". Wow, thank you, I guess having to deal with anxiety, depression, and Asperger's syndrome at the same time isn't hard enough, along with having to maintain a social life and keep a good GPA without completely breaking down over a bad grade. I guess making me do an excessive amount of chores while my brothers scream over their tablets was a great idea. I didn't ask to be your daughter, nor did I ask to have complaining, bratty siblings; I never requested to be a part of your life.

[RestInPeace]

It hurts my grandma to even eat. I dont want to watch her starve to death. ;-; i want to have this time with her but i dont want her to be in pain. I couldnt do it at school today. The couselor couldnt see me because she was busy, so i just went to the bathroom and cried. The principal came in and chased me out, and was so cold about it. Like i was just in there skipping. I just wanted to be alone. Thats generally where you go when you have to cry at school. I dont know. I just cant do this anymore, but i know its just started ;-;

[shim]

Could I get a pm please, I need it right now ;n;

[vash ♡]

it's 5 am and i still can't sleep.

[ever changing]

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[my sweet piano]

Apparently, if people not well known or good as the others at drawing, they get ignored.

Sorry, I just feel so left out on something

[Mogwai]

Apparently, if people not well known or good as the others at drawing, they get ignored.

Sorry, I just feel so left out on something

//hugs// Hey, I know how you feel. I just get demotivated looking at other peoples drawings. Even when they're just a step above me. It hurts a lot.
I should stop posting my art there X3
But I don't think they're ignoring you purposefully, I think they just skim your posts. Which is mean and sad. But not getting noticed should motivate you. You can get to their level❤. I'm not good at giving advice, but if you feel ignored there, I think you should leave again and find a better club. Lots of other people feel the same as well.

I kind of wish it was locked again.

[Blackbirds]

I am just so useless in my family, I can't draw like my sisters, I can't work like my mother, and I can't do anything like my father. I have no use whatsoever...

[BRAIN-PLAGUE]

Today i went to that event i am forced to go every week. Got bullied like i get everyday. And that is the reason why i don't wanna go there. But they force me.

[zombles]

I am just so useless in my family, I can't draw like my sisters, I can't work like my mother, and I can't do anything like my father. I have no use whatsoever...

//hug
i'm sorry you feel this way, truly, but you may be happy to know that you're not useless. just by being alive, you are human and you are worth something and you can never be useless. useless is something that never can happen, it's impossible, therefore not a single bit of you is useless even though you may think that, everyone around you would beg to differ. i don't know you well or very much, but i can for sure say that you're special and not useless, you may have not found a special 'talent' but don't let that define you. you're made out of a thousands of thousands of chemicals and elements that created stars like our sun and amazing planets who may just be in the sky but are definitely not useless. you can't ever be useless. you'll never be useless.