I'm a actual idiot.
URGH I hate myself ~


Spottedstream5037 wrote:I'm sick and have been this way for a while.
My body is restless because I used to have so much energy and now I almost collapse everytime I try to walk up the stairs.
I'm stuck in a body that no longer functions properly.
2 years ago I ran a 5 minute mile now I have to be in a wheelchair if I want to go somewhere. It's so frustrating because the conversations are no longer about "We can't do that because we don't have time/(other normal reason)" but "We can't do that because you're too weak/sick"
Basically "You can kiss having your dreams goodbye because you're too sick to achieve them and have fallen to far behind already."
It sucks and i'm sitting here crying because I want to be normal but I can't ever be normal, I had to be stuck getting obscure diseases that confuse doctors and have no cures.










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