negativity in transparent:
i seriously am unhappy and i hate myself so much i hate the way i live and i love my family so dearly
it's sad being poor theres never food i can't do stuff i love. I even quit school, it's not like i'll have a job right after I graduate from high school/college, I need to start now.
or i'll be leaving my family behind. my parents have done so much i feel like a burden on their shoulders and i'm indebted to my parents i just feel awful i love them so much i just :'=( i want to cry so often but i cant anymore because im so angry and this mood disorder does not help it. i'm depressed again and i don't know what to do, i need to see my counsellor soon she really helped me back then.





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