i am happy
after four months of waiting, i talked to my best friend again today
i learned all of the things she's been through over the past four months- and even in the years before that- and i feel so bad for not noticing the signs before....i wish i'd been a better friend- although i'd been the same way and she never noticed either. it's fine. we're even~
in just two hours a friendship i'd thought might be lost was set ablaze once more and i am so, so happy about that. we laughed about dumb things and cried about sad ones and talked about all the crazy mental illnesses we had {and trust me, i make it sound slightly humorous, but it was not funny. mental disorders are not funny please don't take it that way}.
and best of all, i came out to her as bi- and all she said was "cool. i'm bi, too."
which was great; we both laughed about that <3 one more friend i've come out to. soon it'll be onto the family...
so yeah. had a great conversation with an ever better friend.
i am so happy.