by exixst » Mon Jun 16, 2014 3:01 pm
I'm crabby, I'm tired, I'm worn out, I was forced to go outside for too long, I'm frustrated, and my stupid skin is having so many freaking problems that it's making me upset.
It's one of those days. Those days that you just want to cry, and you want to cry a lot.
For one week I had semi-acceptable skin. One week. That's it. Now I'm back on this pill, and it's all red and pimply, and my face is so chapped that it's actually peeling. Nothing good is coming out of this. I'm only become insecure about myself more and more by the day. Today I was crying because I had to go somewhere, and my skin was red and there were scars everywhere. I"m so embarrassing to me that I'm not even wanting to go anywhere anymore.
"It'll get worse before it gets better," they said. Yeah right. Then why has it been 'worse' ever since April? I'm not seeing any improvement. It was better with my dry, stiff skin on the Proactive stuff, and that hurt.
Make it go away. I just want to have clear skin.