by tawnypelt3 » Fri Apr 25, 2014 3:29 pm
I can't believe you still haven't admitted to yourself that nothing I do is good enough, that you can't be happy with me no matter what. Time and again we have been over this, there is endless evidence to support it. It's a fact and you just won't say it.
You told me 30 minutes before 9 that you wanted to do that. I needed to, as well, and you get mad if I'm not done by 10. It takes longer than that for me to get it done, no matter how hard I try. So I went in immediately and wasn't done until about quarter to 10. Then you went and finished in 10 minutes. So WHY exactly were you mad at me for doing it first?
Because you can never be happy with me.
All I can do is make the smartest choice based on what benefits me and the consequences there will be from you, and no matter what, there will always be consequences.
I accept that I have to live like this, destined to never do anything right in your eyes, but what I can't stand at the moment is that YOU can't admit it. If there is something I can do (that is POSSIBLE and doesn't infringe on my rights as a person and won't humiliate me or anything like that) that would make you happy, then damn come out with it. I would love to feel accepted for once. But I don't actually think it's possible. Nothing I do will ever make you happy. I am just a failure to you.
I was hacked. Not going to remake all my groups and such unless I feel like it. That's a lotta work. Don't bother with trades, everything's a mess.
Need:

Will offer
reasonable overpay.
.Note to self:
Reduce idiot level.
