by viviyan » Tue Apr 08, 2014 4:31 pm
Arghhhh this hurts so much ;-; Dammit. I need to try and smile but I can't...
And am I seriously the only person in my family who cares that it's my dad's birthday today? I know my mum probably won't say anything- she's not that kind of person. Nan probably cares a bit but she hasn't said anything. And I'll probably feel silly if I mention anything, especially since tomorrow is my half brother's birthday and we need to stay happy for that.
Ahh... I think my big sister would care, but she hasn't texted me or anything and I feel weird texting her our of the blue... I would feel so much better knowing I'm not the only one mourning my father, even if he did die so long ago...