by Hellagia » Tue Apr 08, 2014 4:25 am
My mother is irritating me. She left for a destress escape to the other end of the state in December. For a month.
She couldn't even bleeding wait three months before runnin away again. Oh the stress is so horrible. Blah blah blah.
Well o dearest mother guess what happens to all that stress? It rebounds on me. Who also has the stress of a job, unlike you, and you Just HAPPENED to run away before grandma (gma) had her eye surgery (ps: gma is fine) and was going to need a butt load of help.
I can't run away.
I can't escape.
I can't destress.
I'm shackled to work, to gma, to the pets. Even if you were here I couldn't because I can't leave work for extended periods without risking losing my job. And I refuse to lose it so close to my tenth year working there.
One of these days I am going to just up and bolt to a nearby town just so you see how it feels. Maybe then you'll realize that your constant abandonment of me, the one tied to actual responsibilities, is Not Cool and is very inconsiderate. A quarter of the year you are running like a teenager. "Oh things aren't going perfect, I'm going to RUN AWAY." While I am the one behaving like an adult. "I'm stressed, upset, I want to run away but all I can afford is FOUR STINKING DAYS." Four stinking days being a burden to my friend (which I wouldn't be doing save she keeps begging me to come visit so I am), who has it hard enough taking care of her husband who was dreadfully sick for so long that even though he has recovered from the sickness, he is unable to even stand on his own. And now I'm gonna be freeloading offa her for four days. Talk about guilt. But I need to escape too. I bleeding need a month away but that isn't happening.
Last edited by Hellagia on Mon November 9, 66174026 BCE 12:01 AM, edited 0 times in total.
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