by sanctuary; » Tue Mar 11, 2014 2:15 pm
I hate my therapist. ever since that one time when she made me remember Toffee and One-Eye and that damn bloody dog. I had that wall all tidied up, I'd blocked the memories, I was 'over' it. I didn't think about it because the memories were blocked. And she tore that wall down and now I have to try to build it up again. It feels like I have a massive hole in my heart again and I'm always close to tears. And I think about them all day long, and I remember how much it hurt. And it hurts again (although, thank god, not as badly). I hate her for doing that to me. At least with _____ there was no wall, there's just no getting over something like that. So now I have Toffe and One-eye and ______ all going through my mind, all the time. thank you so much therapist.
Augh I need to take a shower D:
trash