No, shut up. A few weeks ago, you said you never wanted to talk to him again. You said "Everything hurts and I'm dying." I told you that you were being dramatic, which was true, and you told me I'm "soulless". What? I don't care about your emotions and overreactions to everything, you know that. And now all of a sudden you're fawning over him again and getting all sad when he's not there. Make up your mind.