♡нίмαℓαyα♡ wrote:what really annoys me is how people treat me at school. They seem to think im just STUPID OR SOMETHING! they sit there across from me and talk about me, like I can't hear them! and it frustrates me so much. The other day my teacher said we had to sit on the bus next to the person we sit next to in class. I sit next to a girl named Sela, who is usually pretty nice to me, but I feel like she hates me. THEN SHE REFUSED TO SIT NEXT TO ME ON THE BUS D:< I told her, "we have to sit next to each other, the teacher said so." but she said she didn't care and she was just being really... UGH! And so I said to her "why dont you like me?" and she told me "because every time I hear your voice it makes me want to vomit" I almost started crying but I didn't say anything. So the teacher got onto us about not sitting next to each other, and I told her "she said she didnt want to sit next to me." the teacher told her to be nice to me and when she sat down next to me she started yelling at me about how I shouldn'tve told the teacher. The whole time when we were there, her and this boy John kept getting ME in trouble on purpose and It made me feel so bad. I feel like everyone has to be mean, Or so many people hate me and because of all that I have a disorder now called Trichotillomania. and it sucks. I pull out my hair. FOR NO REASON
Oh god, I know how you feel. I wish people weren't such jerks at my school. Middle school sucks. The popular kids are just... I can't even explain them.
