by The Hunger Games » Tue Feb 11, 2014 11:50 am
I feel like sometimes I don't matter. I know I do, but I just feel like some days people just hate me.
In school, I act a little crazy to make people laugh and they just think I'm stupid. I have a brain, hello.
The only grade I'm not proud of is my B+. That's the only thing lower than an A on my report card. Don't treat me like I'm the stupidest kid in school. honestly I'm not.
I can't even explain EVERYTHING that annoys me. I hope something can cheer me up. I wish I would stop acting like a retard. I wish... Nevermind, I have so many wishes that'll never come true. Like... I want my family (the parts that I lost) to be alive again. I miss them, I cry all the time for them. I can't stand it knowing that they watch me but can't do anything to help with the hell that I'm living on earth. I over exaggerated a bit there, but really. School is hell, getting yelled at for doing absolutely NOTHING is hell, getting told that I'm lying that I'm sick when I really am not lying, and just, UGH.
EDIT; Shut up. Shut up. Shut up. Shut up. I'm not lying, my head is REALLY pounding and my throat REALLY hurts. Come on. I get yelled at for arguing with you when you're the one screaming at ME because you think I'm not really sick and my throat does hurt. HOW DO YOU KNOW? YOU CANT READ MINDS, YOU ARENT PSHYCIC, I JUST CANT STAND IT ANYMORE! When will people learn to stop this? I'm not a rag doll you can push around. I'm sick of it. I get told I'm too weak and too wimpy and afraid of everything. It hurts. You know the important people I've lost, including the one who influences my life the most. Well, influenced, before they died. So, stop. I get told to stand up for myself, and when I do I get yelled at. I have things I can't tell ANYONE without revealing my whole past, which will get me yelled at. I hate secrets. I hate not being able to let everything out. Just don't push me, don't. I'm getting ready to snap. SNAP.
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The Hunger Games on Tue Feb 11, 2014 11:59 am, edited 2 times in total.

WIP.