I need a freaking hug.
My brother and his wife got into a fight with me over defending the president. They think he sucks. I think he's ok and that he's human like everybody else. It blew up and my friend got involved in defending me. He even called here and talked to mom but apparently he didn't get what he wanted to hear from her but his wife kept running her mouth even when I wasn't replying. which was for a good long while. Being a leader isn't easy, choices that affect thousands of people isn't an easy choice. I just wanted to get them and other people to let up.
But they immediately went after my opinion saying I didn't know jack squat. When all I was sayin is that nobody's perfect not even the prez. But the kicker is I've listened to theirs over and over again without saying a single word. and honestly im really shook up that my own brother would treat me that way. Letting his wife drag my father into it. when my father is a SUPER touchy subject since he abandoned me. I went out of my way to contact him to come to graduation and just like my brother's father he never showed. But that's where he was wrong because his father isn't any better then mine. but still rather painful even if another man treated me like I was actually his daughter and raised me.
But im horrified by what my brother turned into... I used to want to be like him, I looked up to him and now its been years since we've haad a sibling conversation. I actually had avoided talking to him at all for almost a year because of his attitude. and when my mom came back from seeing him he's actually much worse. ...He got back one of his kids but he doesn't want him. like he openly says it. he disowned his son up here because he made a comment and it set him off. and instead adopted someone else's boy and treats him like a son rather then his actual sons. thats horrifying since my brother cryed when the boy he got back mom took off in the middle of the night with him & his older sister. They don't even treat him like they love him

My big brother was never like that he was hurt but he never hurt people like that. completely disreguarding their feelings. My big brother was smart, and kind he loved his family and his kids. and now I don't even recognize him. I used to be able to talk to him about anything and now I barely talk to him at all....