|TheComfortCorner| v.3

[the 'them' of evil]

Can someone please explain to me what real friendship is like? All my friends are either bullies or snotty popular people. ;-;
It seriously makes me depressed when they say really rude or horrible things to me. Which, is like, every day.

A friend will never leave your side when your being bullied.
A friend will help in any way they can.
A friend will mostly help whatever you do that needs help.
A friend will do so much more when you find the right one.

[fable;]

I'm usually a pretty happy person. Everyone loves to get hugs from me, and I give them to everyone. But sometimes I just have to cry. And when I do, my friends treat me like nothing at all. Which is, in fact, why I stopped crying six or seven months ago. It wasn't like a slow realization or agreement or even goal. It was just kinda there whenever I wanted to cry. Don't cry, They'll hurt you. They won't care. They'll make fun of you. It was always there, all in my face whenever my throat closed up a little and my eyes got watery. So I just stopped crying. I would, yes, look away, or maybe my voice would get small and squeaky, but did they ever notice? No. So I was free to do that, but they got pushy if I hinted even the slightest bit I would cry.
yeah, some people would make me feel plain old happy. but others? they would put me down. It's not good enough. Mine is better. Is that all you can do? I can't even believe you got into that school. I don't want to talk to you about it-- you don't deserve it. They would insult my work, laugh at my mistakes. I got so afraid to do anything, and I wanted to smile and be happy, but there was always one small weight dragging me down.
This one friend. Who had "strong opinions" in her words. But she was just mean. I don't care if I'm hurting her feelings right now, but at some point, she made almost everyone in our class cry.
My vent is now over.

[maoisara]

I'm usually a pretty happy person. Everyone loves to get hugs from me, and I give them to everyone. But sometimes I just have to cry. And when I do, my friends treat me like nothing at all. Which is, in fact, why I stopped crying six or seven months ago. It wasn't like a slow realization or agreement or even goal. It was just kinda there whenever I wanted to cry. Don't cry, They'll hurt you. They won't care. They'll make fun of you. It was always there, all in my face whenever my throat closed up a little and my eyes got watery. So I just stopped crying. I would, yes, look away, or maybe my voice would get small and squeaky, but did they ever notice? No. So I was free to do that, but they got pushy if I hinted even the slightest bit I would cry.
yeah, some people would make me feel plain old happy. but others? they would put me down. It's not good enough. Mine is better. Is that all you can do? I can't even believe you got into that school. I don't want to talk to you about it-- you don't deserve it. They would insult my work, laugh at my mistakes. I got so afraid to do anything, and I wanted to smile and be happy, but there was always one small weight dragging me down.
This one friend. Who had "strong opinions" in her words. But she was just mean. I don't care if I'm hurting her feelings right now, but at some point, she made almost everyone in our class cry.
My vent is now over.

*hugs* Do you want a cookie? Not a real one. I mean a virtual cookie. Because you can't put a cookie through you're computer/pc/mobile device.

[Raven.]

Hey guys, if you are feeling depressed, or just need someone to talk to, please feel free to shoot me a pm, im always open.
~Pit.

[Krycifer]

So, I was finally able to take a crap without anything hurting, and there was only as speck of blood.
Should I still be concerned?

[Hyensa]

So, I was finally able to take a crap without anything hurting, and there was only as speck of blood.
Should I still be concerned?

If the blood is going away, you should be less concerned but still alert.

[Sety]

So, I was finally able to take a crap without anything hurting, and there was only as speck of blood.
Should I still be concerned?

If the blood is going away, you should be less concerned but still alert.

I hate to frighten, but you should really see a doctor. That happened to me and we found out I had open ulcers in my intestines - ulcerative colitis, which is slightly less than crohns disease. I really suggest seeing a doctor soon.

Even if the blood is disappearing, I doubt this is the end, especially if you get what I got ^^; The blood and pain could return eventually.

[Nefelibata]

I'm so upset.

I lost my phone. No tracking program installed. I don't have enough founds to buy one good enough. -sobs-
Now my father will scold me, and i don't wand another slap over my hands.

[Cross My Hearts]

I have no barn friends. I really want someone to ride with with and talk about horses. On instagram I see all these girls from my barn and they're having a blast riding and hanging out together it just makes me jelly. I feel bad for feeling this way because I half lease a beautiful mare, and the barn is my happy place. I can talk to my mare and she listens, she doesn't judge my looks or my awkwardness.

Also does anyone know if there is a mental dissorder that is this:
I get nervous around my friends, because I don't want to bore them. Whenever I am asked to hang out by a friend, I always reject them. When I do go over to someones house I have no idea what to talk about and I get really nervous, even if its someone whom I have known fr the longest time. My mind just goes blank and I don't know what to say.

[Quitting_Forever-]

Why is it always ME Who gets treated like trash.
I do NOT Deserve this.
The bullies somehow get what they want.
They dont deserve that.

its all on the game called animal jam. heres a bully thing that i copied and pasted from the chat log (Snowflake is me)
Precious Arcticwolf: she sent me a spike
Snowflake Arcticpaw: really?
Precious Arcticwolf: yeah :I
Snowflake Arcticpaw: What?
Precious Arcticwolf: lol shut it your jealous

thats the end... she made me cry ;_;
you can clearly see i did nothing to make her mean.