by nagisa kaworu » Sun Jun 08, 2014 6:18 am
Ugh.., So I've been abused by my father for quite awhile. It wasn't until recently I told my school and mother about it, but during that time I was just really anxious and scared.
So apparently my mom had a talk with him and everything seemed better again, because she didn't allow him to hit me (or try to burn me...) and that kind of stuff.
Well, at one in the morning he demanded me to let him know if my mother was back or not, but I didn't give him an answer and he got mad at me for that (he constantly asks where she is).
And today, my mother discovered she had a few hundred bucks she was missing, so I told my brother to ask my father if he took it. The whole thing turned out to be a false alarm, but my dad marched downwards and started beating me again with one of those plastic play swords.
I've told my mom, but I just thought that things were changing, but they aren't, and that makes me scared- What if he hurts me more? I've already endured all of his mental abuse and...
I don't know. I feel really really bad about this.
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