|TheComfortCorner| v.3

[Tyrant001]

Yeah, I'm pretty glum, down, depressed, whatever you wanna call it.
Today was just an exhausting day of bad news and ruined ideas, and a wild goose chase over nothing. Its all so very exhausting. I'm so tired all the time and I feel like I don't have time for anything or anyone because I'm always busy/ sick. My so called friends ignore me unless they need me. Right now I can't tell who is a true friend apart who is just using me and I feel like I'm loosing my mind over it because of the worry.
And then there's what I talked about a few days ago, about feeling used for my money and what not. That's mostly what I'm worrying and stressing about, and my new tablet still hasn't gotten here so I can't properly vent. Not even one percent of what I actually do even makes it here on dA or CS or anyone else because I feel so inferior compared to other people. I've always felt inferior compared to others and my lack of getting accepted into a species on CS or dA kind of proves that point to me. I'm a failure as an artist and should just give up. What's the point? There's always someone out there that's going to be better than me, what's the point in even trying...

[darkness.]

{ I feel like I'm cracking.
Nobody seems to notice it.
But that's okay,
because that means
everyone will be fine
when I shatter.

My family is constantly fighting over pointless things. When I try to get them to stop, I become the one everyone's yelling at. If I start to break, everyone gets worse. I'm the glue of the family, the one everyone always leans on when they're sobbing, or in pain, while I have to stand there with a smile on my face. I don't get to cry anymore.
I'm literally invisible at school. I'll get counted as absent even though I replied 'here' when role was taken. My locker is apparently not used because nobody can see me trying to get to it. My hand isn't ever taken into consideration when we're taking votes. I'm never given a partner. My small group of friends can't see my pain. I'm the one who comforts everyone else when something hurts them. I protect them from their tormentors, which has led to me being choked more than once. They don't notice.
I... I don't know what to do anymore.

[apollo.]

{ I feel like I'm cracking.
Nobody seems to notice it.
But that's okay,
because that means
everyone will be fine
when I shatter.

My family is constantly fighting over pointless things. When I try to get them to stop, I become the one everyone's yelling at. If I start to break, everyone gets worse. I'm the glue of the family, the one everyone always leans on when they're sobbing, or in pain, while I have to stand there with a smile on my face. I don't get to cry anymore.
I'm literally invisible at school. I'll get counted as absent even though I replied 'here' when role was taken. My locker is apparently not used because nobody can see me trying to get to it. My hand isn't ever taken into consideration when we're taking votes. I'm never given a partner. My small group of friends can't see my pain. I'm the one who comforts everyone else when something hurts them. I protect them from their tormentors, which has led to me being choked more than once. They don't notice.
I... I don't know what to do anymore.

It'll be ok. It'll get better, just wait it out. Please.
Your always there for your friends, so your friends should be able to be there for you. Talk to one of them, maybe your most trusted friend, and tell them how you feel.

Ignore the fights? Try to stay out of the house whenever you can. This is too big for you, or anyone really to fix. Can you talk to a family member and tell them how you feel, and that it really upsets you when they fight? Or next time when they're fighting just snap and yell that they always fight over nothing, and it's killing you.

Speak up, people always skip over me too, but you have to speak up for yourself. Sometimes you can't get noticed, until you make someone notice you.

[darkness.]

{ I feel like I'm cracking.
Nobody seems to notice it.
But that's okay,
because that means
everyone will be fine
when I shatter.

My family is constantly fighting over pointless things. When I try to get them to stop, I become the one everyone's yelling at. If I start to break, everyone gets worse. I'm the glue of the family, the one everyone always leans on when they're sobbing, or in pain, while I have to stand there with a smile on my face. I don't get to cry anymore.
I'm literally invisible at school. I'll get counted as absent even though I replied 'here' when role was taken. My locker is apparently not used because nobody can see me trying to get to it. My hand isn't ever taken into consideration when we're taking votes. I'm never given a partner. My small group of friends can't see my pain. I'm the one who comforts everyone else when something hurts them. I protect them from their tormentors, which has led to me being choked more than once. They don't notice.
I... I don't know what to do anymore.

It'll be ok. It'll get better, just wait it out. Please.
Your always there for your friends, so your friends should be able to be there for you. Talk to one of them, maybe your most trusted friend, and tell them how you feel.

Ignore the fights? Try to stay out of the house whenever you can. This is too big for you, or anyone really to fix. Can you talk to a family member and tell them how you feel, and that it really upsets you when they fight? Or next time when they're fighting just snap and yell that they always fight over nothing, and it's killing you.

Speak up, people always skip over me too, but you have to speak up for yourself. Sometimes you can't get noticed, until you make someone notice you.

{ I've tried, trust me. My closest friend thinks she has it worse than me, and so she isn't really sympathetic, nor are any of my other friends. I've told my parents, who will try to stop. It ends up with another argument because one person had to leave for something important, and when they come back, they are yelled at for not staying. I try to smooth things over, to say it's just fine, but it ends up just pouring gasoline in the flame. It's hard to stay out of the house when nobody is really willing to hang out with you somewhere. Being noticed isn't really something that has to do with speaking up, because I can start screaming and flail my arms without anyone noticing me. I've had someone think I was a ghost before, actually. I do appreciate the reply, though, I usually don't even get that anymore.

[honee bee]

I wish for once I believe the words I hear.
My friends & family all tell me I'm beautiful.
And I believed them as I got ready for the dance.
Many people, even ones who don't ever talk to me call me pretty.
But when I see all those popular girls, I am put to shame.
Some of those girls are the typical mean popular girls, but others are really nice.
Just before the dance I felt special, but then I realized I wasn't.
Every slow song made me feel sadder and sadder, because no one would dance with me.
Besides the time my best friend made her boyfriend dance with me.
My brother always picks on me because I've never had a boyfriend yet.
I tell him that if I wasn't his sister and I was his age he wouldn't date me.
That's how everyone else feels too.
Anyways, the photos from the dance came out, and a few of them had me in them.
I hate my face in photos, it just doesn't look right.

Ugh, I'm just randomly ranting about being unpretty and no one loving me.

[knifekind]

nice random users i've never talked to before are being really sweet to me
and i don't know what to do since i am not a nice person at all

[zaz]

nice random users i've never talked to before are being really sweet to me
and i don't know what to do since i am not a nice person at all

/pets/
yowzah you just.. just
shh
you are wonderful, okay? uwu

[shim]

You where right.....i am a horrible person.......
i dont get why people are so mean,,,
i try to be nice and fit in
but i never can
and never will
cause im just.......someone who nobody wants around

[apollo.]

{ I feel like I'm cracking.
Nobody seems to notice it.
But that's okay,
because that means
everyone will be fine
when I shatter.

My family is constantly fighting over pointless things. When I try to get them to stop, I become the one everyone's yelling at. If I start to break, everyone gets worse. I'm the glue of the family, the one everyone always leans on when they're sobbing, or in pain, while I have to stand there with a smile on my face. I don't get to cry anymore.
I'm literally invisible at school. I'll get counted as absent even though I replied 'here' when role was taken. My locker is apparently not used because nobody can see me trying to get to it. My hand isn't ever taken into consideration when we're taking votes. I'm never given a partner. My small group of friends can't see my pain. I'm the one who comforts everyone else when something hurts them. I protect them from their tormentors, which has led to me being choked more than once. They don't notice.
I... I don't know what to do anymore.

It'll be ok. It'll get better, just wait it out. Please.
Your always there for your friends, so your friends should be able to be there for you. Talk to one of them, maybe your most trusted friend, and tell them how you feel.

Ignore the fights? Try to stay out of the house whenever you can. This is too big for you, or anyone really to fix. Can you talk to a family member and tell them how you feel, and that it really upsets you when they fight? Or next time when they're fighting just snap and yell that they always fight over nothing, and it's killing you.

Speak up, people always skip over me too, but you have to speak up for yourself. Sometimes you can't get noticed, until you make someone notice you.

{ I've tried, trust me. My closest friend thinks she has it worse than me, and so she isn't really sympathetic, nor are any of my other friends. I've told my parents, who will try to stop. It ends up with another argument because one person had to leave for something important, and when they come back, they are yelled at for not staying. I try to smooth things over, to say it's just fine, but it ends up just pouring gasoline in the flame. It's hard to stay out of the house when nobody is really willing to hang out with you somewhere. Being noticed isn't really something that has to do with speaking up, because I can start screaming and flail my arms without anyone noticing me. I've had someone think I was a ghost before, actually. I do appreciate the reply, though, I usually don't even get that anymore.

That's awful, I'm sorry.
Talk to another friend then, or tell her you feel awful, and just want some sympathy?

Can you hang out with any of your friends? Plan it yourself, movie theatre trips, mall trips, or just hanging out at a park or something. or what I do, when my parents are fighting is go to my closest friends house, but bring my I pod and watch anime, or play games on it, so when I come over a million times she won't get annoyed, because she doesn't actually have to do anything.

Try again? Tell them you understand that they have to leave, but you want things to change in the big picture, and that their fighting really hurts you.

Seriously? It depends on who you're talking to I guess. I have this friend, who I live and all, but she's kind of an idiot. She tunes everything else out, and focuses on only one thing. That could be what's happening.
But I you're talking about teachers, or something if you yell/snarl "guys!" It will turn everyone's attention to you. I'm sure everyone's not purposely ignoring you

[Shadowflight13]

I just wanted to let everyone know that my inbox is always open to anyone who needs to rant, talk, or just wants a hug. <3 I hope you all can feel happier some day soon.