|TheComfortCorner| v.3

[X-Cat]

Me and one a my really good friends got into a fight today. It started in math when he accused me of stealing his materials. I told him I didn't do it but he just yelled at me and said I was a prime suspect. Does it make any sense at all? So in our next class he began to get angry at me and yelled at me for supposedly crumpling up his work (which if you know me I would crack under pressure and not do such a thing). So after that I chose not to talk to him for while and try to clam myself I get a bit emotional when I'm upset so I wanted to be alone or far away. And guess what? I'm trying to vent my problems with my three best friends and were on a four square court and he asks to play. Of course my automatic response is no because he was being mean to me earlier. I end up calling him a Poo since I didn't want to really upset anyone but I was mad.My other friends agree and we have fun with just the four of us. Soon his best friend comes and asks me if I know how mad my friend is. He doesn't seem to be mad at me for anything but the fact that we didn't let him play four square. So my best friend Lauren tells me not to let him get to me. I ignore him and have fun playing until he starts calling me narcissistic. I don't know why but he did and I went crazy. I kicked him out and shoved him away. I know I caused most of the trouble but I can't help my anger. Sorry I needed to vent and rant. I just need a hug and I hope me and my friend make up tomorrow.

[peachy keen-]

I just spent two hours writing out my anger. Two notebook pages, front and back cramped full of words.. Just writing my anger out, and I just threw it out. I feel so worthless and annoying to people, I feel like I will never amount to anything in life, I get offended,aggravated and jealous easy. But I never say it just o of the random blue, because I feel like a wimp, I can't express my feelings to people without me saying 'I've gone through worse' or 'just end the sympathy train.' People may have Von through worse, but in the *age* years I've lived in. My past has been horrid, I'm a teenager but seriously ... Why does life have to be so horrible? Why can't I have a perfect life like everyone else? I want to be beautiful. I want to be loved. I want to feel worth something. Even though none of that will happen... A girl can dream right?

What does it feel like to be worth something? Or to be loved by your friends? And it not seem like your just annoying the crap out of them. I get jealous easy. I get offended easy. I get aggravated easy. Why? There are 6 million + people in this world, and I'm letting 1 of them bring me down in the dumps.

Jen...don't. you're making me cry.
you do amount to something! you are special, precious, and loved! even if you don't feel like it, you mean the world to someone, even if that someone is just me, your friend you have never met in real life. you are the most amazing person i have every met. you are funny, compassionate, you include me in everything and you're just downright epic!
so don't let one peron bring you down, because honey, you are fabulous!<3 xD

[rena.]

i don't know any more.
i so badly want to speak to him, but i just can't ;n;
i still am upset for those mean words.
the fact that i wasn't thought of as a friend though, it kills me the most.
we've known each other since november asdfghjkl
i need to just forget about it all.
like he probably did.

[wolfsong-mapleflame]

Hey guys. I'm open if anyone wants to talk, rant, or vent.

[obsolete dream]

I just feel bad. I think if anybody needs to get anger out, try being creative. Draw, write a song, etc. Sorry, I just wanted to offer something.^^

[hakuu]

I can't do it anymore. Plumerians are really starting to upset me. I wasted one whole month doing art for one and guess what. I lose. I did a clay figure, a chalk drawing, and 20+ pieces of art. And it's just plastered out there on my sidewalk for me to walk by and see. And it's in my room for me to look at everyday. I guess my art literally sucks, thanks guys. I try out for every one I love, and I haven't won 1 yet. I've tried out for 10+. I really need someone right now because I spent over 30 minutes crying over one I really wanted (the one I wasted a month on). I had found this really sad song and can't stop listening and nearly crying. The plumerian reminded me of something very personal and I put many things that also relate to me, including something dear to me that died. I've figured out:
My art sucks, you cant tell me otherwise.
Everyone on this site hates me. No denying.
I'm worthless.
My forms suck.
I'm useless.
I'm stupid.
I can't do anything right.
I need a pretty coder.
I need to order some art.
I can't find anyone to do that.
And lastly, I'm the worst person on this site.

[chole785]

wedfgybhnjm

My mom says I can't go to the biggest chorus concert ever, and I had a big part in it, and she was/is screaming at me and yelling and yeah, I just need a hug. I probably shouldn't be on here though, like, no ones gonna give me a hug, I mean no one cares......


See, look below you. No one gives a darn for me. Like yeah. Want me to count? No. You hate me.

[northern downpour ;;]

"I don't wanna talk about it" I never wanna talk about it. I just... I'm sorry, I love you, but you wouldn't understand

[Thalassic]

██★██ I actually thought some of them cared
That I had made a few friends
But I keep being ignored, the conversations carry on and no one ever pays any attention to me or what I have to say
I need help but no one seems to see it
Or even notice it when Im gone
I thought someone cared but now
Now I know that I'm entirely alone

I need your help to finish this exam, but you are ignoring me, too
Thats okay. I mean, everyone is ignoring me, so why should I expect you to be any different
Thanks for the "help"
I actually thought I could do this but
Thanks
Thanks for reminding me I could not
For reminding me I have no one to lean on when I really need some help
Thanks, friend. friends. Thanks. Really.

[Captain Chomp]

why does everything go wrong for me? I want to go on this trip on Saturday but my dad's probably not going to let me because of my grades when I told him I'm trying to get them up! I know it. He hates me...He won't even give me a chance or stop yelling at me...They don't help me they...Just this is just the day i'm having right during my second hour calss language arts my day turned bad...I actually felt depressed, upset. I feel like I can't do ANYTHING right! I'm so damn worthless, and nothing I do this good.

or you know...I'll just go curl up and never come back...not like I'd be missed at least by my family. I just disappoint them.

Thanks everyone...

wedfgybhnjm

My mom says I can't go to the biggest chorus concert ever, and I had a big part in it, and she was/is screaming at me and yelling and yeah, I just need a hug. I probably shouldn't be on here though, like, no ones gonna give me a hug, I mean no one cares......


See, look below you. No one gives a darn for me. Like yeah. Want me to count? No. You hate me.

Aw I'm sorry, why won't she let you go? don't worry I care