|TheComfortCorner| v.3

[deideloo]

of course my pc crashes just as i finish typing up what all of the shimeji screen labels mean. //cries in towel corner
this is more of a big deal than you think that hurt my brain hand and eyeballs
and feels ;-;

[A Random Moustache]

Warning: A long post of rants coming up

Nothing actually makes me happy right now. Nothing. No, not even videos of cute cats or puppies, because I just get sad on the fact that I cant get one. I'm a pessimist. I always think of the future in negative thoughts, because my life is negative. Everything is negative.

I just found out my best best friend talks behind my back (I hacked her fb and looked at the conversations) to my other best friend (that I like more). No guys, don't say that she is not deserving to be my friend or lines like that, because we were almost a perfect match (of BFF's of course); we have almost the same personality and that's the quality I'm looking for my applying best friend. sigh. If I could just bestfriend myself, oh how I did that a long time ago.

I'm always excluded on stuff. My best friends make plans and do stuff without me, my friends always make me hold their phones when they take a picture with someone, my cousins play video games that I like without me, even if the consoles they are using are mine and A LOT of other situations. I always feel like I don't exist to people in normal days but I exist when they need something. I just feel kind of... used for their own good.

When my parents always talk something about me, its always negative. Me is lazy, Me will be not the valedictorian because she doesn't study, Me is careless, Me is fat, Me is ugly, Me doesn't have a fashion sense and a lot more. My mom always compares me to other girls to my age, that other girls my age spend a lot of time in the shower (Why would I spend a lot of time in the shower if I could be doing other stuff more important than showering.?) that other girls my age are thin (I was born chubby.. Its not my fault if your genes made me fat -_-) and blablabla other crap. My dad is a LOT negative-er than my mom. They are the worst parents a child could have because instead of encouraging them to be a better person, they just decrease my self esteem. Oh if I could just replace my parents with a new one,I wouldn't bat an eye and do so!

There are a lot more rants for me to let out... I'll just save them for the next time I post here. Farewell and thank you for reading my rants.

[fruitbat]

finally build up the courage to post again ~
but lately, a lot has been going downhill.
"stop going to sleep late" my mother will
say. oh, gee mum, that really helps me.
/.\ i just feel so worthless, school isn't
worth trying anymore, sleeping isn't
needed anymore, all i do is cry anyway.
is it possible to feel so empty, but i
cant act it? the only place were i can
let out my tears and feelings is in my
room, where im alone. alone, that's right.
no one needs me anyway.
/ sigh \
i feel like im not needed anymore...

[wolfsong-mapleflame]

the daily project, DAY 3
This is day three of my project

Reason three is your fandoms. You may not know it, but a very famous you tuber called 'danisnotonfire' actually cried when a fan was depressed. He, like all major fandom stars, has true feelings for their fans. Don't let them down!
Day three is dedicated to kitty ; ; who is always there to support one another. Through PM or post, kitty ; ; is ready to help!
Yet again, nobody sent through a PM...

Lord, I come before You with a heavy heart. I feel so much and yet sometimes I feel nothing at all. I don't know where to turn, who to talk to, or how to deal with the things going on in my life. You see everything, Lord. You know everything, Lord. Yet when I seek you it is so hard to feel You here with me. Lord, help me through this. I don't see any other way to get out of this. There is no light at the end of my tunnel, yet everyone says You can show it to me. Lord, help me find that light. Let it be Your light. Give me someone to help. Let me feel You with me. Lord, let me see what You provide and see an alternative to taking my life. Let me feel Your blessings and comfort. Amen.
From http://christianteens.about.com/od/advi ... icidal.htm

[Arthur Morgan]

I found my WoI dreamy and I don't feel upset but I feel really helpless. I'm terrible at drawing and you need two pieces of art just to be considered! AHHHHHHHHHHH D:

[the machine]

Guys I'm stressed.

At night, I get scared and I need someone to talk to. Only problem is no one is ever free or awake to talk to me. I always want to roleplay but none of my roleplay partners are free or online. I wish I had a twin sister to talk to.

[apollo.]

^Glad you're continuing with your project wolfsong

Warning: A long post of rants coming up

Nothing actually makes me happy right now. Nothing. No, not even videos of cute cats or puppies, because I just get sad on the fact that I cant get one. I'm a pessimist. I always think of the future in negative thoughts, because my life is negative. Everything is negative.

I just found out my best best friend talks behind my back (I hacked her fb and looked at the conversations) to my other best friend (that I like more). No guys, don't say that she is not deserving to be my friend or lines like that, because we were almost a perfect match (of BFF's of course); we have almost the same personality and that's the quality I'm looking for my applying best friend. sigh. If I could just bestfriend myself, oh how I did that a long time ago.

I'm always excluded on stuff. My best friends make plans and do stuff without me, my friends always make me hold their phones when they take a picture with someone, my cousins play video games that I like without me, even if the consoles they are using are mine and A LOT of other situations. I always feel like I don't exist to people in normal days but I exist when they need something. I just feel kind of... used for their own good.

When my parents always talk something about me, its always negative. Me is lazy, Me will be not the valedictorian because she doesn't study, Me is careless, Me is fat, Me is ugly, Me doesn't have a fashion sense and a lot more. My mom always compares me to other girls to my age, that other girls my age spend a lot of time in the shower (Why would I spend a lot of time in the shower if I could be doing other stuff more important than showering.?) that other girls my age are thin (I was born chubby.. Its not my fault if your genes made me fat -_-) and blablabla other crap. My dad is a LOT negative-er than my mom. They are the worst parents a child could have because instead of encouraging them to be a better person, they just decrease my self esteem. Oh if I could just replace my parents with a new one,I wouldn't bat an eye and do so!

There are a lot more rants for me to let out... I'll just save them for the next time I post here. Farewell and thank you for reading my rants.

You're ok, you're perfect just the way you are. Don't listen to your parents, if you know they're wrong, who cares what they think?

Try talking to her, telling her that you hacked her fb account is kind of a bad idea, but tell her that you feel like her and your best friend are talking about you behind your back. That they glance at you a lot, and just kinda feel left out. Talking honestly will help.

Push your way into stuff with them, try to organize somethings, ask them to take selfies, so you don't have to hold their phones, and jump into the background. If you can get into something that they like (A sport, hobby, etc.) you might be able to hang out with them more.

finally build up the courage to post again ~
but lately, a lot has been going downhill.
"stop going to sleep late" my mother will
say. oh, gee mum, that really helps me.
/.\ i just feel so worthless, school isn't
worth trying anymore, sleeping isn't
needed anymore, all i do is cry anyway.
is it possible to feel so empty, but i
cant act it? the only place were i can
let out my tears and feelings is in my
room, where im alone. alone, that's right.
no one needs me anyway.
/ sigh \
i feel like im not needed anymore...

You're not worthless, you are needed, you are loved.
Your mom is just trying to help, sleep deprivation can make depression worse, can you take some kind of sleep medicine to help you sleep earlier, and better?

Try to think about all the good things in life, anything that ever made you happy, do some things with your friends, do stuff that you love doing, and if you start feeling worse, could you talk to a friend, a councilor, your parents? That could help.

Guys I'm stressed.

At night, I get scared and I need someone to talk to. Only problem is no one is ever free or awake to talk to me. I always want to roleplay but none of my roleplay partners are free or online. I wish I had a twin sister to talk to.

Can you talk to any friends?
If not you can always pm me, I'm on a lot.

[Wanheda]

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[kayla;]

Ok, so I'm pretty sad.
At the end of the school year party, my favoritist bestest estest guy friend said he was moving to a different school.
Holy crap.
Me and my friends freaking went inside downstairs and cried our eyeballs out. Cough Cough *moodswings* lol.
He was the best though, and I just...idk. He was amazing to me. He was a shoulder to cry on even though we had a love hate relationship sometimes. I felt like he had something to tell me, and I just....idk. help?

ALSO IF ANYONE NEEDS HELP FEEL FREE TO PM ME OK.

[Phione Mango]

Ok, so I'm pretty sad.
At the end of the school year party, my favoritist bestest estest guy friend said he was moving to a different school.
Holy crap.
Me and my friends freaking went inside downstairs and cried our eyeballs out. Cough Cough *moodswings* lol.
He was the best though, and I just...idk. He was amazing to me. He was a shoulder to cry on even though we had a love hate relationship sometimes. I felt like he had something to tell me, and I just....idk. help?

ALSO IF ANYONE NEEDS HELP FEEL FREE TO PM ME OK. :)

I can't help you much because --✄ don't think your the only one, lots of people feel like this I am --✄ it's fine though you can meet up and you will get over it, because --✄ it really is fine, if you are worried for him it's gonna be fine, and at least you got all yr other friends. I wonder if that makes any sense with all the --✄? This time of sadness will pass, trust me.