|TheComfortCorner| v.3

[resque]

so this is probably stupid, but i'm a tree hugger. always have been, always will be. today i saw my dad cutting down one of the pines in our yard for this simple reason alone: he thought it was ugly. and so i told him my logic:
you don't kill someone because you think they're ugly, and you did exactly this when you chopped down the tree.

he said he didn't care and that it was his house and he could do whatever the h_ll he wanted. i get that it's his house. but i can't help but get touchy whenever i see insensitive people doing things like this. if we're not going to love the environment, who will? and not only that, i remember during Christmas, we'd always decorate that very tree he cut down. it's been there since i could remember, and now it's being loaded into the back of a truck to be 'disposed of'.

i guess we won't be doing that tradition anymore. just a rant to get off my chest.

[shim]

I'm tired of this drama
sick and tired, tired and sick
You ARE a hypocrite
I want to be your friend, I love and need you, you need me took you don't see it please come back, I need you

[northern downpour ;;]

Is it normal to suddenly feel this... soul-crushing guilt?
I was stupid in the past, I realize this.
But...
I realize how wrong I was.
The one I previously was furious with, and who I thought hated me, turned out to be the only one here for me now.
The only one I was able to apologize to.
That hurts. A lot. I miss everyone... but there's no getting them back. My mistakes were too great.
And they'll never know how bad I feel about this...
What I would give to tell them I'm sorry...

[crucifying.]

I'm not ever aloud to speak my opinion, but when I let it slip everyone just chooses for me. I never have a choice, I never have a say. I'm tired of it! What if I don't want to play on my school soccer team? Let me have an opinion, it's my body, I choose what I want. I'm not an idiot. Please, why don't you let me do anything? It's ridiculous! You choose my friends, you choose everything! Leave me be! I choose my friends, not you! I'm done with it.

[BlingBling]

God. I miss when we were friends, because now, you want to take everything away... I wish I could tell you no, but I know you won't listen anymore../endvent

[Atheon]

I thought we were friends?
But no.
Bye world.

[tempest,]

so this is probably stupid, but i'm a tree hugger. always have been, always will be. today i saw my dad cutting down one of the pines in our yard for this simple reason alone: he thought it was ugly. and so i told him my logic:
you don't kill someone because you think they're ugly, and you did exactly this when you chopped down the tree.

he said he didn't care and that it was his house and he could do whatever the h_ll he wanted. i get that it's his house. but i can't help but get touchy whenever i see insensitive people doing things like this. if we're not going to love the environment, who will? and not only that, i remember during Christmas, we'd always decorate that very tree he cut down. it's been there since i could remember, and now it's being loaded into the back of a truck to be 'disposed of'.

i guess we won't be doing that tradition anymore. just a rant to get off my chest.

I understand you and get your point. We need to love the environment and help it grow not destroy, but there are a lot of people who still chop down plants to get more space, because they look ugly, to use them in firewood, create objects of them, and so on. I'm sorry about those trees and I think I understand how it feels but you know it is hard to change people thoughts and convince them otherwise. *hugs*

I'm worried..,me and my bestest friend got in a small fight and she's threatening to throw out her antidepressants and die.....I'm not even sure if she was saying it for real or not
Could I have a small hug?

*hugs* If you have even the smallest doubts she could do that for real, I think you should talk to your parents or an adult you trust. That definitely isn't a good thing to joke around.

Anyways, everybody is welcome to send me a PM if you want to rant or receive a [virtual] hug and cookie. c:

[Kops]

Is it normal to suddenly feel this... soul-crushing guilt?
I was stupid in the past, I realize this.
But...
I realize how wrong I was.
The ones I previously was furious with, and who I thought hated me, turned out to be the only ones here for me now.
The only ones I was able to apologize to.
That hurts. A lot. I miss everyone... but there's no getting them back. My mistakes were too great.
And they'll never know how bad I feel about this...
What I would give to tell them I'm sorry...

I don't know the circumstances of your situation but I've felt very similarly to that before, and believe me, it does get better, even if it takes time. If it's true that you really can't get those people back the best thing you can do is realise your mistakes, forgive yourself and improve yourself by learning from what you did, it'll do you no good to dwell on it and drown in self-loathing and guilt... Believe me, I've been there. And also believe me that eventually you'll find other people to be with, there's always someone.

so this is probably stupid, but i'm a tree hugger. always have been, always will be. today i saw my dad cutting down one of the pines in our yard for this simple reason alone: he thought it was ugly. and so i told him my logic:
you don't kill someone because you think they're ugly, and you did exactly this when you chopped down the tree.

he said he didn't care and that it was his house and he could do whatever the h_ll he wanted. i get that it's his house. but i can't help but get touchy whenever i see insensitive people doing things like this. if we're not going to love the environment, who will? and not only that, i remember during Christmas, we'd always decorate that very tree he cut down. it's been there since i could remember, and now it's being loaded into the back of a truck to be 'disposed of'.

i guess we won't be doing that tradition anymore. just a rant to get off my chest.

Gahaha I'd hate to admit it but I'm a lot like that, and your father's answer was definitely very rude, he should have considered your feelings on the subject too. But honestly, in this world you'll encounter a lot of this behaviour, and when you can't change the people who'd do things like that the only thing you can do is not to let it get to you. Stuff like that will always happen, I'm afraid, and when you can't do anything to change it it's no good worrying over it. (Of course when you can help somehow I'm not saying you should turn a blind eye to it. We need more well-meaning people like you in the world tbh.)

[memethetrouble]

I'm feeling down. I don't want my birthday to come. I hate exams. Exams+birthday=rubbish birthday. I don't want a rubbish birthday, I don't want to get up at 5 o clock every single morning to do the exact same thing. And then eat the horrible school dinners. And pack my bag that breaks my back. I don't wanna.

[northern downpour ;;]

Is it normal to suddenly feel this... soul-crushing guilt?
I was stupid in the past, I realize this.
But...
I realize how wrong I was.
The ones I previously was furious with, and who I thought hated me, turned out to be the only ones here for me now.
The only ones I was able to apologize to.
That hurts. A lot. I miss everyone... but there's no getting them back. My mistakes were too great.
And they'll never know how bad I feel about this...
What I would give to tell them I'm sorry...

I don't know the circumstances of your situation but I've felt very similarly to that before, and believe me, it does get better, even if it takes time. If it's true that you really can't get those people back the best thing you can do is realise your mistakes, forgive yourself and improve yourself by learning from what you did, it'll do you no good to dwell on it and drown in self-loathing and guilt... Believe me, I've been there. And also believe me that eventually you'll find other people to be with, there's always someone.

Thank you... I just find it depressing that I used to have more friends than two.