|TheComfortCorner| v.3

[JuneyAmy]

I'm done.
I'm just done.

I'm done with people "pity dating" me. I'm tired of trying. I'm tired of having people leave me. I'm tired of loosing my closest friends. I'm tired of people calling me fat. I'm tired of people calling me ugly.

I want to be normal. I want to be beautiful. I want to be skinny. I want someone who loves me back. I want to be able to be in a relationship where the other half actually loves me back.

People tell me to "keep trying". I'm not beautiful. I'm not smart. I'm classified as mentally unstable. I have daily hallucinations. I'm pretty sure there's never going to be a "normal" life for me. There will never be a "happy life" for me. I will never bring happiness to another person. I will never be able to "save" anyone. And no one will be able to save me.

I'm a mistake. People want me dead. They want me gone.
I can't do this anymore.

No PM's or responses please. I want nothing more than this. Please let me be.
This time. I wont fail.
Good bye.

Be safe is everything i can say. you deserve a good place,wherever that migh be. Heaven will be open for you,im sure of that whenever its your time to go.~

[Shinryu]

Kolink, please don't be too angry with me for responding despite your request.
I do not mean to anger you, I do not believe myself mighty enough to 'help' you. I just want to tell you something.
I understand that you don't want people trying to hold you back.
But please, please step back from the situation for a moment, and reconsider your decision.
Don't rush into something that you can't undo once it's done. Don't do things that will take away all possibilities for your future forever. Don't let the circumstances fool you into thinking that you are a weak and undesirable person when in reality, you're not.

You are not. You are part of this world, you belong here.

Ignore the people who want to make you miserable. They're not even worth your attention. They're wrong.
You're as much a person as everyone else, and you will find those who love you the way you do.

Please stay strong for just a bit longer. You can do it, you can overcome the things that life throws at you.
You are not alone, please don't let anything trick you into thinking you are.

[apollo.]

Please kolink. We're here for you, life gets better. It will. You have to believe if will.

One day you'll find someone who loves you back for who you are, no ones ever loved me, an I haven had my first kids yet, but that doesn't mean that people don't love me. I have my family. Family isn't just blood relatives, it's everyone who cares about you, all your friends, pets, etc. think of them, and everything good that's ever happened to you, and that ever will if you just stay. Life gets better, please hold out faith.

[My Immortal]

Im having a bad day.
No bad life.

[BlingBling]

Melanie darling, I still care, always have and always will. If I lost you, it'd be like losing my closest friend. You will be loved by someone although it may take a few tries to see who you click with. I'm sorry that I never clicked with you, but I didn't date you out of pity, and I just want you to know that. Stay strong, and I'm here for you no matter what you may think of me

[ayomi]

Im having a bad day.
No bad life.

-hugs- don't say that
It'll be okay, I promise you. If you want to talk to me about whats going on, shoot me a pm, and everyone here are always willing to give you a helping hand, or just a hug. <33

[qiripan]

i really wish i wouldn't be judged for who i am.

[BlingBling]

i really wish i wouldn't be judged for who i am.

Hey, at least that's the good part of the CS community, we don't judge <3
Sooner or later, the world will learn to tolerate and accept people who are different, and until then, hold your head up high and don't let em get to you c;

[scree53]

Crap this, I'm leaving. Stupid idiotic people in my life.

[qiripan]

i really wish i wouldn't be judged for who i am.

Hey, at least that's the good part of the CS community, we don't judge <3
Sooner or later, the world will learn to tolerate and accept people who are different, and until then, hold your head up high and don't let em get to you c;

thank you for the words of encouragement, but it just gets worst. people who i thought were my 'friends' just go up to my face and say stuff about me.