




vocal wrote:I feel like my parents don't have pride in who I am...








ѕнιηє wrote:I don't know what to do right now, I mean, I shouldn't be upset, I have a really great life.
Except next year I have to go to a new school, my mom says it good but a lot of people there seem terribly mean, and are, plus there is this bully guy that used to go to my school, my friend is sort of friends with him but I just don't want to be around him, I get anxiety quite easily and I'm really sensitive, my stomach is too, so I get pains there whenever I'm nervous.
But the worst part is.. in two years my best friend is moving, I'm going to be all alone then in a brand new school after, and I don't know what to do, her mom wants to move out into the country and her sisters want to get out of our city.
She can't go, I don't want her to, I'm going to break into pieces if she does, she really keeps me apart.
Sorry for that really lame little poetry thing, I just needed to let it out, I basically just don't want to go through a lot of stuff alone and she's my real best friend, I really hope she doesn't move out of the neighborhood.
I just need a good hug.
Thanks~



scree53 wrote:I can't hold it in any longer. I can't put a brave, courageous look on and I can't help anyone. All I can do is sit here like a selfish idiot, because I'm being told that I'm amazing. I don't even have the pride anymore to stand up for myself when I'm bullied at school. A teenage idiot. That's who I am. I know that my boyfriend doesn't even love me anymore, I'm no good for him. That one person who stood up for me, loved me and told me that I was amazing is now gone. I can't do anything about it. Is it because I'm bald? Is it because I can't do anything to help him through his depression? I don't even know the answer. All I know is that in a few months, everything I love will be gone. I won't get to have a chance at saying goodbye to those I love-it'll just pass. No one understands how much it actually hurts to have cancer. It's not all about getting gifts to get well, or encouraging words. It's actual pain that tears you apart. I'm so sorry for wasting your time, I don't deserve it anymore.
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