|TheComfortCorner| v.3

[Kolink]

Why must you lie? What have I done to deserve this?
No.. I deserve it because I'm not supposed to be here.

I only cause people more pain... My last 'friend' told me to stay away.. he wants nothing to do with me...
I'll just do the world a huge favor and give up my phone, and the internet so I wont cause anymore drama and stress.

My heart and mind is too broken to come back.
Hallucinations came back. So did Ashley... I guess I can always talk to her... then I wont be 'alone'...


No PM's or responses, please.

[krunts]

about two hours ago i was on the computer hangin with my tortie cat. (about 18 months old.) she was looking out the window, because it's her favorite thing to do. i was talking to her (what'cha doin, kitty?) she was just petrified staring out of the window. next thing i know she's going berserk behind the monitor. i look behind the computer and she's bobbing and twitching her head and her eyes as well, moving very quickly. i try to soothe her for whatever antics she was doing, when she suddenly burst out of behind the computer, nearly knocking it over along with a few vases, into the next room. about 30 seconds later i hear agonized meowing; not the playful kind or the hungry kind, but in pain, agonizing meows. i went out into the room she was in with my mom and dad and she was under the table, bobbing her head and unable to walk straight. she looked like she was attacking an imaginary creature, and losing the battle. she ran out and my dad was able to catch her, and hold her down so she didn't hurt herself. my mother asked me to help him hold the kitty down, and about 2 minutes later she rested her head on the floor and started drooling. that's when i burst into tears. this never happened to her before and i'm afraid it is going to happen again. the veterinarian thinks that she had a seizure due to either a liver problem or over-excitement from looking out the window, such as seeing her reflection or a rodent that she wanted to catch. note that she is 100% healthy; she eats, uses her cat pan daily, etc. we never let her outside. her eyes were darting back and forth for about 10 minutes and we are unsure if this happened before while we were away, but this is the first time we've seen her act this strange.
she's my little doll and just seeing her in that situation made me bawl faster than anything ever had.

[dino .]

One of my friends is leaving CS...
I'm gonna miss her a lot.
I'll still keep her on my friends list, to remember her ;~;
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[Lucid Dreamer]

ah. why did I go get them pierced? I got my tongue pierced yesterday and my lip today, there just killing like a mother and I just need to rant -_-

[farewell]

She's dying.... she don't believe anything I say... she keeps repeating lies... she's dying and I'm useless.... ;n; *cries*

i dont know exactly whats going on, but pm me if you need anything okay?

I've been in depression for a little over two months now. And because of this, I've become so paranoid about every little bad thing, and it's very un-healthy for my body. I just need a hug, please? ;-;

*hugs* oh honey, i know how you feel. ive been battling depression for almost 8 years now. try to keep your mind focused on positive things and surround yourself with positive people. please try to get help before you get stuck in long-term depression. the longer you wait to get help, the harder it'll get. pm me if you ever need any tips or anything! im always here to listen. <3 stay strong sweetheart

One of my friends is leaving CS...
I'm gonna miss her a lot.
I'll still keep her on my friends list, to remember her ;~;
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aw im so sorry. i hope you can keep in touch elsewhere. <3

[apollo.]

ah. why did I go get them pierced? I got my tongue pierced yesterday and my lip today, there just killing like a mother and I just need to rant -_-

This sucks, I can`t really help with this, but maybe take some painkillers? That will help.

One of my friends is leaving CS...
I'm gonna miss her a lot.
I'll still keep her on my friends list, to remember her ;~;
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Aw, I`m sorry. This sucks, maybe you can get her E-mail or something to talk still?

about two hours ago i was on the computer hangin with my tortie cat. (about 18 months old.) she was looking out the window, because it's her favorite thing to do. i was talking to her (what'cha doin, kitty?) she was just petrified staring out of the window. next thing i know she's going berserk behind the monitor. i look behind the computer and she's bobbing and twitching her head and her eyes as well, moving very quickly. i try to soothe her for whatever antics she was doing, when she suddenly burst out of behind the computer, nearly knocking it over along with a few vases, into the next room. about 30 seconds later i hear agonized meowing; not the playful kind or the hungry kind, but in pain, agonizing meows. i went out into the room she was in with my mom and dad and she was under the table, bobbing her head and unable to walk straight. she looked like she was attacking an imaginary creature, and losing the battle. she ran out and my dad was able to catch her, and hold her down so she didn't hurt herself. my mother asked me to help him hold the kitty down, and about 2 minutes later she rested her head on the floor and started drooling. that's when i burst into tears. this never happened to her before and i'm afraid it is going to happen again. the veterinarian thinks that she had a seizure due to either a liver problem or over-excitement from looking out the window, such as seeing her reflection or a rodent that she wanted to catch. note that she is 100% healthy; she eats, uses her cat pan daily, etc. we never let her outside. her eyes were darting back and forth for about 10 minutes and we are unsure if this happened before while we were away, but this is the first time we've seen her act this strange.
she's my little doll and just seeing her in that situation made me bawl faster than anything ever had.

*Hugs* it`s ok.
Outside might just scare her, if you went to the vet, all you really can do is follow their advice, and hope for the best. She`ll be ok, if she eats enough, and uses her litter pan she probably doesn't have liver problems, it`ll be ok. Try to do something fun to get your mind off it.





I also need you guys to tell me honestly, I was talking to a friend and she said that she would post on here, if I didn't answer every post. I don't mean to, I just check cs very often, even if I don't stay on long, and I hate leaving these un-answered, can someone tell me if I post too often? You don't have to sugar coat it, or lie to me, do I reply so much it gets annoying?
(Anyone can answer this.)

[BlingBling]

I've always tried to be there for her, and now she needs it more than anything. I know she hates me but.. I want to do something, anything. God I hate this feeling

[Rexodus]

❥ i'm sick and tired of trying to act strong, to put on a brave face. I just feel so down, so alone. I feel betrayed, I feel let down, I just feel hurt by the things that have been going on...
It's getting to the point I'm not eating. I tell people it's simply because I'm not hungry - but it's not. I'm crying every day over silly little things. I'm just so very tired of all of this... I just want all these problems to go...

[apollo.]

I've always tried to be there for her, and now she needs it more than anything. I know she hates me but.. I want to do something, anything. God I hate this feeling

The feeling of hopelessness. I know how that feels, try to be there for her. I don`t know why she hates you, but maybe you could try to work it out, to give her one thing less to worry about?
Just try to be there for her, and make sure other people don't push her too hard/ annoy her.

❥ i'm sick and tired of trying to act strong, to put on a brave face. I just feel so down, so alone. I feel betrayed, I feel let down, I just feel hurt by the things that have been going on...
It's getting to the point I'm not eating. I tell people it's simply because I'm not hungry - but it's not. I'm crying every day over silly little things. I'm just so very tired of all of this... I just want all these problems to go...

Is there anyone you can talk to about this? a friend? A parent? It might help to have someone in rl understand you.

Life will get better, you just have to wait it out. You`re not alone, people care about you, me included. You have at least one person in your life that loves you and cares about you, probably many more. Don`t let a few hurtful idiots get you down, there are so many more good people in the world, your life will get better.

You need to eat to live, it`s actually better for you to have many small meals a day, than one big one, it helps your metabolism work faster, and you burn more calories. You are beautiful just the way you are, you don't need to starve yourself, people come in all different sizes, and that's ok. Don`t starve yourself, you don't need to, if you honestly are overweight though, focus more on healthy foods, and exercising, if you aren't overweight, then you don't need to you are beautiful just the way you are, its so unhealthy to starve yourself, you can end up in a hospital.

[Nefelibata]

I don't know why i'm so stressed. My grades are good, social life good..But i'm scared. I keep having nightmares with my worst fears..I really don't know what to do. I tried to spend my time doing the things i like..But everything is just useless.