|TheComfortCorner| v.3

[saorsa]

Last month, 4 people I knew(1 was a suicide) plus my dog died within a 2 week period.

I'm still in denial an I have no idea how I'm even functioning right now.

[0000007]

I really loved the song Glory and Gore by Lorde until I found out it was about murdering people.
Here's the lyrics that made me figure it out:
And now we're in the ring
And we're coming for blood
Hey you can try and take us
But we're the gladiators
We're secretly
The saviors
Glory and gore go hand in hand
That's why we're taking lives
You can try and take us
But victory's contagious.

Then;;
No one around here's
Good at keeping their eyes closed
...
We'll always win at this
I don't ever think about death
It's alright if you do
It's fine
...
Roughing up our minds
So we're ready
When the kill time comes

Is it a bad thing that figuring this out makes me like the song 10 times more?
Lol I'm insane.

I'm insane too! .D. also confusing and weird and moody, anyways, off topic, I don't think it's a bad thing for liking it, or liking it even more. It's simply just a song that you adore, and theres nothing wrong with that!

Last month, 4 people I knew(1 was a suicide) plus my dog died within a 2 week period.

I'm still in denial an I have no idea how I'm even functioning right now.

<33 aww I'm so sorry dear. Well I'm glad you are still functioning, either way. Things will turn up eventually, even when everything feels like it's falling down, something goods gotta happen to. Might not always feel like it, just smile and keep you head up! If you ever need to talk my pms are always open. c:

[Thalassic]

I would kill to live by myself.

[Error]

my girlfriend of a year just broke up with me, I understand her reason for the break up and I understand I'm just very upset. She was my first girlfriend, my first relationship, my first break up, it was a long distance relationship too... We met online and we skyped some and then we just ended up dating and now it's all over and i don't know what to do with myself.
We still want to talk and be friends, and i'm fine with that because she's my only online friend I really talk too. It just hurts now, I loved her, I really loved her a lot and it just hurts.

[deadofdecember]

Please tell me I'm wrong about this.

[apollo.]

Well, I did it.
I told Connor I like him.
He said he likes me too
I was super pumped at first,
But now... Everything so awkward!
I can't even have a proper conversation with him anymore.
I remember I used to be able to tell him anything
I could act like myself in front of him
He doesn't care what I look like
He doesn't care my hair easily gets messy
He doesn't care I don't wear mascara
He doesn't care my nails are bitten
He doesn't care.
I guess that's what I liked most about him
But now.. Everything's different.
We're always quiet around eachother
I wish we could go back
To being friends again
But he knows I like him
He knows I know he likes me
What if it never returns to normal?
I'm so depressed :c

If you like each other, and you were friends before things shouldn't change. Pretend you guys are still just friends, and act like you are. If you act like that long enough, it'll become natural again, he will probably notice you're acting different and he might act like you guys are still just friends too. If not, then talk to him, that's why most relationships end, people don't talk to each other.

I would kill to live by myself.

Just a few more years, focus on when you can leave, start saving up money now, so eventually you can live on your own.

my girlfriend of a year just broke up with me, I understand her reason for the break up and I understand I'm just very upset. She was my first girlfriend, my first relationship, my first break up, it was a long distance relationship too... We met online and we skyped some and then we just ended up dating and now it's all over and i don't know what to do with myself.
We still want to talk and be friends, and i'm fine with that because she's my only online friend I really talk too. It just hurts now, I loved her, I really loved her a lot and it just hurts.

I'm sorry this happened. First break ups are the worst. You'll find someone better though, someone who loves you a lot back, and who wont break up with you.

Please tell me I'm wrong about this.

About what? Do you want to pm me?

[Max]

Well, I did it.
I told Connor I like him.
He said he likes me too
I was super pumped at first,
But now... Everything so awkward!
I can't even have a proper conversation with him anymore.
I remember I used to be able to tell him anything
I could act like myself in front of him
He doesn't care what I look like
He doesn't care my hair easily gets messy
He doesn't care I don't wear mascara
He doesn't care my nails are bitten
He doesn't care.
I guess that's what I liked most about him
But now.. Everything's different.
We're always quiet around eachother
I wish we could go back
To being friends again
But he knows I like him
He knows I know he likes me
What if it never returns to normal?
I'm so depressed :c

If you like each other, and you were friends before things shouldn't change. Pretend you guys are still just friends, and act like you are. If you act like that long enough, it'll become natural again, he will probably notice you're acting different and he might act like you guys are still just friends too. If not, then talk to him, that's why most relationships end, people don't talk to each other.

I know, the thing is, I don't even know what we are. I never asked him out, I just told him I like him. I hope he's not embarrassed to talk to me though, he didn't sit with me at lunch today. Usually he leaves his friends to come to me, by today he didn't. Maybe I'm just being paranoid, or maybe he's just embarrassed. Should I just let him know there's nothing to be embarrassed about?

[apollo.]

You're probably just being paranoid, sometimes he might just want to sit with his friends. And honestly guys are jerks, he's probably getting teased about hanging out with you, and might be embarrassed. I don't know, maybe talk to him, and ask him if you guys are going out, because it's kinda getting confusing, talking honestly is usually a good thing. Try to have normal friend like conversations too, it'll help your relationship.

[0000007]

//spend hour on awesome new stylized pixel char.
//doesn't save in between scetch edits
//glitches and deltes everything
Breath.... i cannot breath.... this... What... whhyy..
I tried so hard...
I can't...
Why......why...
Whywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhy
Why does this always happen...
I do something good for once and than it disappears.
Typical. //faceplants off cliff

;_; can u have a hug
Before i go punch a wall?

[Max]

//spend hour on awesome new stylized pixel char.
//doesn't save in between scetch edits
//glitches and deltes everything
Breath.... i cannot breath.... this... What... whhyy..
I tried so hard...
I can't...
Why......why...
Whywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhy
Why does this always happen...
I do something good for once and than it disappears.
Typical. //faceplants off cliff

;_; can u have a hug
Before i go punch a wall?

*hugs*
I make stupid mistakes too *cough cough on the page before this one cough cought*
I wanna jump off a cliff too.
But suicide isn't an option
Even if it's fake :3