|TheComfortCorner| v.3

[wolfsong-mapleflame]

Why do I feel this way inside? They say to let it out but I don't know how. If I tell my friends they will either walk away, say I'm lying, or be sad. I can't hurt them, and I don't think I'm ready if they hurt me. I just can't do this anymore. I need a real hug, not a virtual one, but my friends don't know any things wrong. My boyfriend doesn't seem to know how to hug me. I just need someone there, but i have no-one. I can't hurt my friends by telling them about the pain I am full of. Please...I just need help. I can't do this alone. I have been alone for so long...me and my pain. Alone.

This sucks, I'm sorry. Maybe you could try to talk about some of it with your boyfriend? and if he wont hug you, make the first move, and tell him how you've felt lately. Punching bags are awesome stress relievers, but most people don't have any. If you live somewhere where you can just scream really loudly that helps too.

Thanks. I kinda don't want to tell him though, I don't want to hurt him...

[strawbewwy.]

Thanks. I kinda don't want to tell him though, I don't want to hurt him...

Lemme tell ya something. The MOST important thing in a relationship is trust. Him trusing you, you trusting him. Yes, it's scary, and yes you don't want him upset. But imagine this: If you don't tell him, and things get worse and he finds out in...well, say a very negative way, he'll probably feel upset because you never told him, even with good intentions in mind. The best thing to do would to just tell him, yeah it might be awkward or upsetting, but it's a hurdle you both can cross over together. Even if you just don't want to blurt it out, you could just say something like, "I've had a really bad day/week/etc", which could prompt him into asking why, or what happened and then you could start explaining how you feel.

Btw, some people just aren't...well...touchy-feely, and sometimes to get the notion that you need/want a hug you might just have to hug him yourself. Though, if he notices you sad enough then he might hug you himself.

Meh, hoped this helped a little. <3

[vicasterology]

Who is this?
What have I done to myself?
What's the point of keeping a secret if half the world knows it
I am just a scared little girl
Who did this to me
Why did I do it
How could I even do this
What will my family say

[wolfsong-mapleflame]

Thanks. I kinda don't want to tell him though, I don't want to hurt him...

Lemme tell ya something. The MOST important thing in a relationship is trust. Him trusing you, you trusting him. Yes, it's scary, and yes you don't want him upset. But imagine this: If you don't tell him, and things get worse and he finds out in...well, say a very negative way, he'll probably feel upset because you never told him, even with good intentions in mind. The best thing to do would to just tell him, yeah it might be awkward or upsetting, but it's a hurdle you both can cross over together. Even if you just don't want to blurt it out, you could just say something like, "I've had a really bad day/week/etc", which could prompt him into asking why, or what happened and then you could start explaining how you feel.

Btw, some people just aren't...well...touchy-feely, and sometimes to get the notion that you need/want a hug you might just have to hug him yourself. Though, if he notices you sad enough then he might hug you himself.

Meh, hoped this helped a little. <3

Thanks. This helped a lot.

[Mavi]

Worst day of my whole life.... My birth mom called at 4:00 this afternoon saying that my grandma has sever breast cancer and has spread to her body and she may live just a little over a year... I have never met her because I am adopted and I have already lost my other grandma to colon cancer, my adopted mom's mom. Then one hour later my parent's house got robbed! They stole my parent's TV, my brother's Halo edition Xbox, my dad's Apple TV, ALL of my brother's pocket knifes and a priceless hunting knife that was passed down to my brother from my grandpa, my clarinet, my brother's trumpet, his PE t-shirt, his phone charger, and the spear keys to all of our cars, and looked my dog into my parents room and possibly put drugs into our food.... the man that did it was 'homeless", supposedly. I was so angry I was going to hunt him down, hurt him and take all my stuff back!! But what made no sense to me was ALL my neighbors where home! How do you NOT see that?? AND the "homeless" man had a trashy junk yard car, I thought homeless people didn't have cars and if they do how do you pay for all of the gas? And we weren't the only people he robbed in my parents town. What person robs a pastor's house!? I hope you get caught, which 30 minutes later they found him because he left finger prints EVERYWHERE and a huge shoe print on the door you broke to steal my stuff! I hope you get caught and get thrown into jail you loser! IF you act like an animal I will surly treat you as one, promise you that! WORSE DAY EVER!!!! I know some days life isn't always on your side but goodness today was horrible. Take about a serious break down.... I HATE cancer.... I HATE people that thing it is okay to steal from others, you belong in jail. If you can't be a good person you should have privileges like the others. I can't even now look at a homeless person the same nor anyone and wonder, "What have you done? How do I know that you are a good person?" You can't trust anyone in this world... not even the neighbors you know for 9 years... that is what is heartbreaking.... This world is corrupt, evil, selfish, full of hatred. I wish evil wasn't a word nor a way people acted or lived. Some days I wish I could escape this planet and go somewhere else. This world is full of nothing but crap, and I'm not looking forward to see what it turns into... Even the town I moved to for college is bad. People are murdered behind my apartment complex a block away, that was a month ago. People kill others in the ghetto about 5 blocks away from me every Saturday, it's the towns norm. And the town next to mine is worse and the gangs fight back and forth in the two towns... I hate how this world is and what it is becoming. It's hard to find good in people, and sometimes the good that people show you is all fake...

[unshiu]

Worst day of my whole life.... My birth mom called at 4:00 this afternoon saying that my grandma has sever breast cancer and has spread to her body and she may live just a little over a year... I have never met her because I am adopted and I have already lost my other grandma to colon cancer, my adopted mom's mom. Then one hour later my parent's house got robbed! They stole my parent's TV, my brother's Halo edition Xbox, my dad's Apple TV, ALL of my brother's pocket knifes and a priceless hunting knife that was passed down to my brother from my grandpa, my clarinet, my brother's trumpet, his PE t-shirt, his phone charger, and the spear keys to all of our cars, and looked my dog into my parents room and possibly put drugs into our food.... the man that did it was 'homeless", supposedly. I was so angry I was going to hunt him down, hurt him and take all my stuff back!! But what made no sense to me was ALL my neighbors where home! How do you NOT see that?? AND the "homeless" man had a trashy junk yard car, I thought homeless people didn't have cars and if they do how do you pay for all of the gas? And we weren't the only people he robbed in my parents town. What person robs a pastor's house!? I hope you get caught, which 30 minutes later they found him because he left finger prints EVERYWHERE and a huge shoe print on the door you broke to steal my stuff! I hope you get caught and get thrown into jail you loser! IF you act like an animal I will surly treat you as one, promise you that! WORSE DAY EVER!!!! I know some days life isn't always on your side but goodness today was horrible. Take about a serious break down.... I HATE cancer.... I HATE people that thing it is okay to steal from others, you belong in jail. If you can't be a good person you should have privileges like the others. I can't even now look at a homeless person the same nor anyone and wonder, "What have you done? How do I know that you are a good person?" You can't trust anyone in this world... not even the neighbors you know for 9 years... that is what is heartbreaking.... This world is corrupt, evil, selfish, full of hatred. I wish evil wasn't a word nor a way people acted or lived. Some days I wish I could escape this planet and go somewhere else. This world is full of nothing but crap, and I'm not looking forward to see what it turns into... Even the town I moved to for college is bad. People are murdered behind my apartment complex a block away, that was a month ago. People kill others in the ghetto about 5 blocks away from me every Saturday, it's the towns norm. And the town next to mine is worse and the gangs fight back and forth in the two towns... I hate how this world is and what it is becoming. It's hard to find good in people, and sometimes the good that people show you is all fake...

Oh, man, I just had to reply to this one. I feel you.

I can easily connect with you, because I completely understand. In this world, you can never determine between the good or the bad. I don't mean to hate or bring offense to any of the homeless, but it is just so pitiful of them to even think of stealing. They have become homeless for a reason, and the reason consists of them choosing their own path. They've once stolen bags of clothes that my family was going to donate, and it was just simply mind-blowing. It was as if they didn't have a heart. I am so sorry that whenever I walk past a homeless person, I feel terribly afraid. We never known what's on their minds, and I tremble just at the thought. I do hate what is becoming of our world as well. Countless wars, countless nights where there are those who happily feast, and those who mourn, starving; endless days as we innocently spend, people are losing. Yes, this world is indeed shallow. Diseases come and go, leaving nothing but bitter, and sour feelings. I am not going to lie and say everything will be alright. For, one never knows what shall come.

Unfortunately, we do have to face this one way or another. Because believe it or not; as the bad was placed into this world, the good was as well. And even as we speak, as the dark takes over, there's a sliver of light reaching out, and we can only hope that others will find it.

Well, I tip my hat down to all of you. Have a regular day; for I cannot say a good one.

[vicasterology]

My best friend had her birthday. She went around acting like a princess and treating me like a piece of crap. I bought her something nice and she gave it a look and tossed it aside. And with her other friends presents she was gushing about them the whole time. (Not a birthday party, just a getogether)

And her other friend is getting on my nerves. I really like her, but its just that whenever she's around my friend just ignores me. "I guess I'll just call R____. Oh well "
Gee thanks . And she is HAPPY I was gone. That's what it seems like. And one time, she just HAD to say, "R____ said she hates you."
My friend took me to a concert. R____ DOESN'T EVEN LIKE WHO WAS PLAYING!!! That was why she hates me. Wow, and you keep saying, "R___ isn't the jealous type, you should be more like her." Well, I can think of many times she has been mean to me. Example:
We were little and I didn't know how to play soccer. I got an
"ARE YOU AN IDIOT OR SOMETHING!?!? YOU JUST KICK THE FREAKING BALL!!!!"
And walking up to me and my friend,
"Come on B___, let's go somewhere with a better selection of people." In front of me.

And a different friend, had another best friend, and every day she would say, "I like you both the same " and today she said,
"You know I like M___ more, right?"
No, I DID NOT!!! Some friends I have.

[Mavi]

Worst day of my whole life.... My birth mom called at 4:00 this afternoon saying that my grandma has sever breast cancer and has spread to her body and she may live just a little over a year... I have never met her because I am adopted and I have already lost my other grandma to colon cancer, my adopted mom's mom. Then one hour later my parent's house got robbed! They stole my parent's TV, my brother's Halo edition Xbox, my dad's Apple TV, ALL of my brother's pocket knifes and a priceless hunting knife that was passed down to my brother from my grandpa, my clarinet, my brother's trumpet, his PE t-shirt, his phone charger, and the spear keys to all of our cars, and looked my dog into my parents room and possibly put drugs into our food.... the man that did it was 'homeless", supposedly. I was so angry I was going to hunt him down, hurt him and take all my stuff back!! But what made no sense to me was ALL my neighbors where home! How do you NOT see that?? AND the "homeless" man had a trashy junk yard car, I thought homeless people didn't have cars and if they do how do you pay for all of the gas? And we weren't the only people he robbed in my parents town. What person robs a pastor's house!? I hope you get caught, which 30 minutes later they found him because he left finger prints EVERYWHERE and a huge shoe print on the door you broke to steal my stuff! I hope you get caught and get thrown into jail you loser! IF you act like an animal I will surly treat you as one, promise you that! WORSE DAY EVER!!!! I know some days life isn't always on your side but goodness today was horrible. Take about a serious break down.... I HATE cancer.... I HATE people that thing it is okay to steal from others, you belong in jail. If you can't be a good person you should have privileges like the others. I can't even now look at a homeless person the same nor anyone and wonder, "What have you done? How do I know that you are a good person?" You can't trust anyone in this world... not even the neighbors you know for 9 years... that is what is heartbreaking.... This world is corrupt, evil, selfish, full of hatred. I wish evil wasn't a word nor a way people acted or lived. Some days I wish I could escape this planet and go somewhere else. This world is full of nothing but crap, and I'm not looking forward to see what it turns into... Even the town I moved to for college is bad. People are murdered behind my apartment complex a block away, that was a month ago. People kill others in the ghetto about 5 blocks away from me every Saturday, it's the towns norm. And the town next to mine is worse and the gangs fight back and forth in the two towns... I hate how this world is and what it is becoming. It's hard to find good in people, and sometimes the good that people show you is all fake...

Oh, man, I just had to reply to this one. I feel you.

I can easily connect with you, because I completely understand. In this world, you can never determine between the good or the bad. I don't mean to hate or bring offense to any of the homeless, but it is just so pitiful of them to even think of stealing. They have become homeless for a reason, and the reason consists of them choosing their own path. They've once stolen bags of clothes that my family was going to donate, and it was just simply mind-blowing. It was as if they didn't have a heart. I am so sorry that whenever I walk past a homeless person, I feel terribly afraid. We never known what's on their minds, and I tremble just at the thought. I do hate what is becoming of our world as well. Countless wars, countless nights where there are those who happily feast, and those who mourn, starving; endless days as we innocently spend, people are losing. Yes, this world is indeed shallow. Diseases come and go, leaving nothing but bitter, and sour feelings. I am not going to lie and say everything will be alright. For, one never knows what shall come.

Unfortunately, we do have to face this one way or another. Because believe it or not; as the bad was placed into this world, the good was as well. And even as we speak, as the dark takes over, there's a sliver of light reaching out, and we can only hope that others will find it.

Well, I tip my hat down to all of you. Have a regular day; for I cannot say a good one.

Wow, that was very powerful! Very intelligently spoken! That really made me feel better to read that! I am truly sorry a homeless person stole those clothes that you were going to give to the needy. You are right, they chose that life and sadly it lays on their shoulders and it doesn't give them the right to act barbaric, yet they do anyways. This world is corrupt and I hope people come to realize that it isn't the life to live and that sliver lining of hope pulls through, this world needs it.

[unshiu]

Worst day of my whole life.... My birth mom called at 4:00 this afternoon saying that my grandma has sever breast cancer and has spread to her body and she may live just a little over a year... I have never met her because I am adopted and I have already lost my other grandma to colon cancer, my adopted mom's mom. Then one hour later my parent's house got robbed! They stole my parent's TV, my brother's Halo edition Xbox, my dad's Apple TV, ALL of my brother's pocket knifes and a priceless hunting knife that was passed down to my brother from my grandpa, my clarinet, my brother's trumpet, his PE t-shirt, his phone charger, and the spear keys to all of our cars, and looked my dog into my parents room and possibly put drugs into our food.... the man that did it was 'homeless", supposedly. I was so angry I was going to hunt him down, hurt him and take all my stuff back!! But what made no sense to me was ALL my neighbors where home! How do you NOT see that?? AND the "homeless" man had a trashy junk yard car, I thought homeless people didn't have cars and if they do how do you pay for all of the gas? And we weren't the only people he robbed in my parents town. What person robs a pastor's house!? I hope you get caught, which 30 minutes later they found him because he left finger prints EVERYWHERE and a huge shoe print on the door you broke to steal my stuff! I hope you get caught and get thrown into jail you loser! IF you act like an animal I will surly treat you as one, promise you that! WORSE DAY EVER!!!! I know some days life isn't always on your side but goodness today was horrible. Take about a serious break down.... I HATE cancer.... I HATE people that thing it is okay to steal from others, you belong in jail. If you can't be a good person you should have privileges like the others. I can't even now look at a homeless person the same nor anyone and wonder, "What have you done? How do I know that you are a good person?" You can't trust anyone in this world... not even the neighbors you know for 9 years... that is what is heartbreaking.... This world is corrupt, evil, selfish, full of hatred. I wish evil wasn't a word nor a way people acted or lived. Some days I wish I could escape this planet and go somewhere else. This world is full of nothing but crap, and I'm not looking forward to see what it turns into... Even the town I moved to for college is bad. People are murdered behind my apartment complex a block away, that was a month ago. People kill others in the ghetto about 5 blocks away from me every Saturday, it's the towns norm. And the town next to mine is worse and the gangs fight back and forth in the two towns... I hate how this world is and what it is becoming. It's hard to find good in people, and sometimes the good that people show you is all fake...

Oh, man, I just had to reply to this one. I feel you.

I can easily connect with you, because I completely understand. In this world, you can never determine between the good or the bad. I don't mean to hate or bring offense to any of the homeless, but it is just so pitiful of them to even think of stealing. They have become homeless for a reason, and the reason consists of them choosing their own path. They've once stolen bags of clothes that my family was going to donate, and it was just simply mind-blowing. It was as if they didn't have a heart. I am so sorry that whenever I walk past a homeless person, I feel terribly afraid. We never known what's on their minds, and I tremble just at the thought. I do hate what is becoming of our world as well. Countless wars, countless nights where there are those who happily feast, and those who mourn, starving; endless days as we innocently spend, people are losing. Yes, this world is indeed shallow. Diseases come and go, leaving nothing but bitter, and sour feelings. I am not going to lie and say everything will be alright. For, one never knows what shall come.

Unfortunately, we do have to face this one way or another. Because believe it or not; as the bad was placed into this world, the good was as well. And even as we speak, as the dark takes over, there's a sliver of light reaching out, and we can only hope that others will find it.

Well, I tip my hat down to all of you. Have a regular day; for I cannot say a good one.

Wow, that was very powerful! Very intelligently spoken! That really made me feel better to read that! I am truly sorry a homeless person stole those clothes that you were going to give to the needy. You are right, they chose that life and sadly it lays on their shoulders and it doesn't give them the right to act barbaric, yet they do anyways. This world is corrupt and I hope people come to realize that it isn't the life to live and that sliver lining of hope pulls through, this world needs it.

Thank you. I am glad to hear that. I agree also with your statement. Why the need to be barbaric? I believe it's just that through the years, they've lost themselves, and sadly, they are inflicting those feelings onto others as well. I cannot perceive how they feel and why they choose to do what they do, but I do hope they stop. That sliver of light, yes. It makes me sick that their population is growing by the day. That light needs to be found. Rapidly.

I am not here to bring offense to them, though. I am not that shallow, just to be clear about that here.

[Thalassic]

I feel like I'm forced to face my battles entirely on my own.
I can't talk to my best friend about it, it makes her just as depressed as I am. She even said it herself. I can't talk to my boyfriend about it, it makes him upset that he can't help me. He said it himself, too.
I just.. need someone to help me trough hard times but.. Talking to anyone would be dragging them down, too. No one deserves that. This problem is too heavy for anyone to carry.
I just.. wish.. I didn't hurt everyone I love..
I wish they could help me..
I wish I wasn't so alone in this..