I'm not a great comforter, but I'm going to send you all gifts to let you know I read your posts and that I care. Check your trades, anyone who posted recently. ♥
I'm trying to make people feel better because the truth is, I feel pretty vulnerable myself tonight. I need routine and I hate the unpredictability of my job- they can call me to work at any time, usually with less than half a day's notice. I feel powerless. I feel like I lack direction and like I'll never get out of the rut I'm in. I can't just "go out and meet people" because my AS and social anxiety makes it impossible for me to even make eye contact with the cashier at the shop checkouts most days. I don't quite feel alone in that nobody understands, but I feel alone in that I can't tell anyone about it because they'll all think I'm just being melodramatic. I need my fictional characters to comfort me on a night like tonight and I want to just curl up under a blanket and read X-Men comics 'til 3am but I think they're going to call me into work tomorrow so I have to get proper sleep. They might not even call me. I hate not knowing. It really puts me on edge like nothing else can.






pud / demigirl / pan
