can someone message me?
i am super annoyed, and have been for a while
♠ Emo



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●Evil Angel● wrote:I haven't seen my dad in four years. He doesn't care about me. Nobody cares. If I fell asleep tonight and never woke up, nobody would care. He doesn't love me. It hurts.
Please stop the hurting.
I don't want to feel this way anymore.


spring ღ wrote:spring ღ wrote:spring ღ wrote:✿ ❀ ✿
i've got too many issues.
scoliosis is curvature of the spine, meaning my spine is not straight like it is supposed to be. it's different for all cases, but in my case it's shaped like an 's', therefore it has two curves. they're pretty bad. i have to wear a brace to keep it from getting worse. i got the brace back in july, and it seriously is the worst thing that has ever happened to me. it's painful and i have to wear it 22 hours a day. over the summer i've decided i'm going to get surgery for it. they're going to put two rods in my bad - one on either side - to straighten it. i'm going to be in bedrest for a whole month, and for part of that time i probably won't be able to walk.
i also have a walking problem. the muscles in my legs are really stiff, causing me to naturally walk on my toes. i bounce up and down a lot, therefore lots of people make fun of me for it and i get tons of questions about it. i'm going to have to go to physical therapy to correct it.
along with those i have heart/breathing issues. i can't run or do as much exercise as most people can, or i'll get really overheated and sick.
i have eyesight issues, which isn't very uncommon. i have a stygmatism in my eyes, which makes them not as rounded as they need to be.
i have braces. that's self-explanatory.
i have a self-confidence issue as well. i am seriously so insecure that every insult someone throws at me just bounces right off. i know it sounds weird, but i take criticism really well because i know it's true. it's like someone telling me the earth is round - i know this so i don't care. but i think very lowly of myself. i can't sing, i can't be pretty, i can't do anything.
my best friend is moving away. i've been best friends with her for almost 5 years and i can't bear to see her go. she's the only one who keeps me sane, because my other friends are mostly guys. and i can't exactly talk about girl stuff with them.
my dad hates me. i hate him. i hate my family, which i know is wrong but i just have lost the ability to love them.
i don't want to live anymore.✿ ❀ ✿
i didn't get any help... could someone pm me about it? please?


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Twisted Transistor wrote:I shed many tears at my granddad's duneral. Even though the whole day after it was fun, I still feel so .. I can't even describe it. I just want a hug ;_;

~The Real Lionpath~ wrote:I'm angry and annoyed, still. Over something that happened yesterday...
My close friend just pretty much walked out...and...
A lot of people are hating me and want me kicked out of something...
So, PM please? :c
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