|TheComfortCorner|

[oikawa]

I love my best friend to death. She's like a sister to me.

However, she constantly downs on herself- calling herself stupid and useless.

She says that I'm prettier, smarter, and better than her...

I don't agree with her, but she keeps insisting.

I understand that she's had a rough past, but...

*sighs* I wish she'd just think better of herself...

She's a fantastic person that has incredible talent with writing and drawing...

But people bully her and make fun of her behind her back (infront of me).

I'm scared she'll turn to self harm..

Can I please have a hug?

aw im so sorry. :c
tell her she's beautiful when she needs it and just show her you care by being friendly and going places with her and such
tell those bullies not to make fun of her, next time. maybe they'll stop.
i really hope you and your friend feel better.
-hugs-

[. ME]

Ugh...
I just...could use a hug...
It's really complicated, I don't want to explain...

[wicked;]

Sometimes, I find myself looking at myself. And I just wonder, what have I become? What am I? I make myself give myself what i don't want, I don't be who I am, I don't feel like a real person anymore. I'm exactly whatever everybody hates, a fake. I just try so hard to make people like me. I'm tired of people telling me to not care, because frankly, I do care. Stop caring? Don't you think I would if I could? I feel like, there really is no advice someone can give me anymore, so I don't even know why I'm posting here. Why am I still even trying? Why don't I just take off my own mask. Maybe because I just hate the face underneath it. I really am tired, and I'd rather fall asleep and never wake up right now. I'm doing everything I can to make people now think I am who I am, by basically using one of my amazing friends. What kind of person am I? I make myself sick. I can't even stand myself. Why love someone who everyone else describes as someone they hate? A fake, someone who uses others, a bad person. Everything that is wrong with society. I'm basically describing myself right now. Worthless. I don't think I've ever felt like such a bad person before, but now I do. God knows I've tried, yet he still gives me a path to walk through. The bad part is, it's my own fault. I either be myself, which I'm too scared of, or be a fake. Why is it so hard to just make this decision? The obvious answer for everyone else is be yourself, but I'm not even sure anymore. People find a fake to be much more of a normal person, so why not just fake. Why should I be the one that stands out and the one that none of you understand? I don't want to be alone. And being a fake, it helps you not be alone. But being myself, sometimes that's just the ugly person everyone sees. I've gotten lost between someone I've invented, and who I've actually become. I just want to be done. :'( I just want life to be over. Or at least get away from society I'm around today. Why can't the Roleplays I'm in be real? A place where parents ship their kids when they are having troubles socializing and are having problems being themselves. A hospital for the mentally disturbed. That would be a beautiful home for me. And nobody visit me. No family, 'friends', nobody.

[~Bright~]

I swear I am going to have an emotional breakdown soon. To start off; everyone hates me. My friends feel the need to punch me so hard my arm bruises, and the others never liked me either.
I can't rant more because I will probably repeat myself or get a board warning because inappropriateness... I just need a hug... I think..

-hugs- I go by one rule whenever I feel badly miserable.
"Everything will seem better in the morning." I find that this saying is often true. Hope life gets better. -hugs again-

[-_____-]

;~; Oh god...this isn't happening to me. Not happening to us. If anyone is on please send a PM my way. Thank you....

[FlitterRayne]

I'm reminded today of blankets...receiving blankets, the ones they use for newborns.

When my daughter was born, she had trouble keeping warm on her own since she was a very lean baby, not too much fat. But because of this we wrapped her tightly in the 'burrito wrap' as the Doctors called it. A tight (But not too tight!) wrap to keep her cradled, warm and to keep her from moving about too much. It helped her feel the safety of the tightness of the womb, as well as giving her that additional warmth other than the cradling next to us we did.

Today, I crave that. My fibromyalgia is acting up again. I really need to be in bed...but I can't get myself to do that just yet. I keep waiting for the pain to stop, I keep waiting for me to feel better so I can slip between my sheets and have that soft sigh asleep. But the pain keeps stabbing, keeps pounding, keeps throbbing. Even as I write, my muscles are becoming warm from extended effort typing. (Yes, even typing can hurt so badly when every nerve in your body is working against itself.)

I try not to feel bad for myself most of the time, but this is a time where I need that help, that warmth, that receiving blanket wrapped tightly around me. To be cradled in my mother's or someone's arms to keep my body tight so I will feel less pain. If I barely move, if I keep my body taught, I do not feel the pain as much. So I crave that beginning that my daughter had, that I had, that each one of us has and occasionally wishes to move back to. I crave that cradled comfort.

Le sigh.

[Here The Fαιяʏ Fℓιɛƨ]

Sometimes I feel like i'm going insane. ;~;
Sometimes I would look at the ground or the wall and it would move ever so slowly.Or I would hear whispers in the middle in the night while I'm trying to sleep.Or I see tiny wiaps of moving shadows that I could only see for a second.It's probably not serious or insanity at all and i'm just overreacting.But I feel like I need a hug or someone to talk to. ;-;

[sirène]

Ugh...
I just...could use a hug...
It's really complicated, I don't want to explain...

*Hugs* whatever it is it will get better soon c:

[. ME]

Thank you...
But it's just gotten worst ;~;
It was going so fine...but it had to change, of course...

[sirène]

Thank you...
But it's just gotten worst ;~;
It was going so fine...but it had to change, of course...

on't worry, things may suddenly start going better.