|TheComfortCorner|

[Rexodus]

I tell myself I have people there for me.. people who love me.. but now i know it cant be true... i open myself up, tell people whats wrong.. only to get hurt over and over in the process... ive had enough, im shutting back up... this time im not letting anyone in... no one... not one person... i dnt want to hurt them... i dont want to get hurt again...

I guess everyone i have trusted just left... everyone...

[- ; bonk!]

My dad says my Grandpa is going to die tonight...

Day 2, hospital not letting anyone in and is not allowing us to know if he's dead or alive. They just go "Find out."

[anquinlan]

Sigh... My dad is at work right now (He is working late) and mom got home about 2-3 hours ago... I woke up from a nap (I was EXHAUSTED!) and my mom was making a big supper for my sister and her. I told mom what I wanted so she made it (eggs and hot chocolate) and then my sister lashed out on me and made a comment that I am not going to say, and so I went to my room and I didn't want to eat, because obviously I won't get any respect in the kitchen. Anyways... long story short, I got in trouble for not eating supper, and my sister nicely got told to 'stop'. I am so mad right now. I hate my family so much! We fight ALL the time, and my phone or ipod gets taken away at least once a night. My mom won't talk to me now either...

AND on top of what just happened, the person that I have liked for a year and a half now, keeps flirting with my best friend and he barely talks to me anymore... I came home and cried myself to sleep after school. Nothing is going right... I hate my life so much, and sometimes I wish I wasn't even alive.

[ohbreezey]

Sigh... My dad is at work right now (He is working late) and mom got home about 2-3 hours ago... I woke up from a nap (I was EXHAUSTED!) and my mom was making a big supper for my sister and her. I told mom what I wanted so she made it (eggs and hot chocolate) and then my sister lashed out on me and made a comment that I am not going to say, and so I went to my room and I didn't want to eat, because obviously I won't get any respect in the kitchen. Anyways... long story short, I got in trouble for not eating supper, and my sister nicely got told to 'stop'. I am so mad right now. I hate my family so much! We fight ALL the time, and my phone or ipod gets taken away at least once a night. My mom won't talk to me now either...

AND on top of what just happened, the person that I have liked for a year and a half now, keeps flirting with my best friend and he barely talks to me anymore... I came home and cried myself to sleep after school. Nothing is going right... I hate my life so much, and sometimes I wish I wasn't even alive.

Hey babe. I have family fights all the time and am quite...suicidal, and I use that just a little. I understand the crush part too, my best friend who I've had a crush on for about two years got a girlfriend, who is also my friend. I love them to death though. But back to you, you most certainly have a reason to live, babe. Me, for example. I care about every single person on cs, whether their situation is bad or not. I don't want to see people gone while they have a wonderful life ahead of them. Maybe once your mom cools down, go talk to her, about everything? Does your sister make rude comments all the time or was it just that one time? You can PM me if you want, babe. I love you, even though I'm a stranger. <3

[FlynnEugene]

life has been very, very hard for me lately. When I was little I was abused by my father, and my. Other was abused by him too. Well we ended up moving and life got better. Throughout my whole life it's been just me and my mom and we have become extremely close. Their has been a few boy friends, but none of them like Bill. Bill and my mom have been dating for 2 years, and bill hates me. He treats me horrible, but I put up with it so my mama can be happy. Well, bill has an older son and some stuff happened.... I am just going to say bills son hurt me, badly. I ended up having to move to NY to live with my cousin who is an actress and going to therapy and stuff. I love my cousin, and she is absolutely amazing!!! But it's still hard... She is hardly around due to all of the filming, and modeling she does. Well, I have been living with her for about two months now and I am getting better, but I miss my mom. But I feel like my mom doesn't care about me anymore. She has only called once, and when I call/text her she doesn't respond, if she does it's about a 5 minutes conversation. I just.... I just don't know what to do. Then these girls are being really rude and stuff, and I keep holding it in. Well, I have been very angry lately and taking all my anger out on my cousin, and she has already ended up crying 2times. Every time I see she is crying, I cry, especially when I know I caused that. I don't know what to do anymore. I have nothing to live for. I can't even play sports at the moment, and sports are my life.

[Companion Zani]

I could really use a hug. For the past month I've been dealing with the death of my brother, my great grandma, and uncle. I've taken it really hard. Me and my brother were best friends, and as of January 7th 2013 at 7:16 in the morning I no longer have him. Every day I think about him. Not to mention my mom has treated me horribly. He wasn't her son, and she therefore thinks it's okay to joke about it. She is always bringing it up somehow. It is making feeling better even harder. I could just use a hug, or even a pm. Thank you.

[wolfie.]

I kind of thought life was actually treating me well but I guess it's had enough of that.
I'm so confused and uncertain right now. Devastated. Shocked.
I've cried so much I can't anymore.
But then I think; "Get a grip. Other people have it worse."
And I feel selfish because it's true.
My current situation isn't uncommon.
But I'm still aching inside because I never expected my life to take this turn.
All those times I heard about it, but I never understood.
I never grasped how it felt like, until now. And I wish so hard that this is just a dream.
A nightmare. Something I can wake up from and feel the comfort of knowing that my life is actually pretty good.
But it isn't. Life sucks.
I need some sort of escape before it swallows me whole.
Before I get so miserable that I start to think those terrifying thoughts.
Things I don't want to mention because I'm scared I've even considered it.
But wouldn't it be easier?
My mind is at conflict with itself.
I don't know what to think; what to feel; how to react.
Should I just go on pretending?
Faking a smile?
I'm dying inside but I don't think anyone hears.
I'm too good at feigning happiness.
Practice makes perfect.
I want someone to see the pain I'm going through.
I want someone to understand.
But no one does.
I have a smile painted on so real, but so fake.
So impossibly fake and I do it while hoping with all my might that someone will see the scared little girl inside.

[bibz]

I could really use a hug. For the past month I've been dealing with the death of my brother, my great grandma, and uncle. I've taken it really hard. Me and my brother were best friends, and as of January 7th 2013 at 7:16 in the morning I no longer have him. Every day I think about him. Not to mention my mom has treated me horribly. He wasn't her son, and she therefore thinks it's okay to joke about it. She is always bringing it up somehow. It is making feeling better even harder. I could just use a hug, or even a pm. Thank you.

*hug*
I understand you totally. My father died 4 months ago and he was my very best friend. We used to be so similar and shared everything. On the contrary my mother is awful person, she makes me feel like a failure everytime we talk. They used to argue all the time and they didn't even like each other. She treated both of us bad, but at least we could talk about it.
People say "time heals all wounds", but it's hard to deal with one day, not to mention about years. 4 months passed and it's still very hard, I'm a wreck. When nobody see I cry, but friends and going out of the house whenever possible really help.
It's better now in my life and it' will be better in yours too.
Take care.

[- ; bonk!]

I made myself look like a retard today
. So my mom has a boyfriend she really loves, lets call him A. Now, I went to school and I felt really sick. I tried to phone home and my mom just said "Shut up, you're faking it. Get back to work."
I felt so sick I just burst out in tears in computer lab. I cried for, 3-4 hours. Everyone just looked at me whispering. I even heard some one whisper "Baby" and some people giggle.
I didn't get lunch. She packed me something i'm allergic to. I just sobbed the whole day then the teacher was just like "SAMUS GO TO THE WASHROOM NOW AND WASH UP! STOP BEING SO RUDE TO THE CLASS!"
That, of course me being the baby I am, made me cry more. I ended up having to have a nap on a cot in the office with some pills. Worst day ever and my mom is STILL thinking I faked. Guess what? She didn't pick me up. She LEFT me there while I was throwing up like crazy. I walked home. Guess what I find on the door? A note reading "Samus, me and A went out for dinner. Use the back door." I try to open backdoor, nope. Locked. Front? Same. I was outside for 3 hours before I gave up and crawled through my window. She is still not back. Its been 7 hours. My head is killing me.
On another note:
I am never going to go back to the torture house they call school again.
And:
I hate my freaking mom. Saying that isn't even harsh to me. Not after what else shes done, whitch I won't bother to mention.

[ChellocakeCavalcade]

*knocks on door* Hey, can I come in?

It's just.... whenever I make friends with someone, there's always that moment when I say something really awkward and then I avoid them for the rest of the day, and then it goes on like that and I really want to say hi and talk about crazy fandom stuff and random funny things like we used to, but I can't go up and talk to them again because.... asdfghjkl;!
Why can't I just talk to people like a normal human being? ):