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[nervousdog]

My dad says my Grandpa is going to die tonight...

Ohmigosh *hugs* I've never had a relitive I've known die before but I bet it's horrible!

[Echo Base]

I've been feeling vary depressed laitly... I need at hug. I just feel like nothing ever goes right in my life

[MadeToRule]

I'm really depressed right now, my mom blew up at my dad on Sunday for spending money on me. They haven't talked at all this weekend and we have company coming over tomorrow. I'm afraid their going to get a divorce just like my friends parents. I don't know what to do I guess I'm just scared. On top of that my grandma has been diagnosed with Alzheimer, I think that's how you spell it. I don't know what to do, but I could use a hug.

[Lupen]

I'm really depressed right now, my mom blew up at my dad on Sunday for spending money on me. They haven't talked at all this weekend and we have company coming over tomorrow. I'm afraid their going to get a divorce just like my friends parents. I don't know what to do I guess I'm just scared. On top of that my grandma has been diagnosed with Alzheimer, I think that's how you spell it. I don't know what to do, but I could use a hug.

My mom and step dad are going through a divorce as well, but Im thrilled as I only knew the guy a few years and despised him. If you need someone to talk to about your grandma though, feel free to send me a pm. My grandma has dementia which is pretty much the same as alzheimer's.

[hawkeye.]

There are so many things expected of me, and only so much I can do. Now the weather is messing up my plans and all of my relationships with my peers are crumbling. It's like a repeat of what I went through several years ago.

Can I just have a hug, please?

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*sigh* I know I've been posting here a lot, but this last week is the unhappiest I've been in a very long time. To go back to knowing what it feels like to be so defenseless and put down...I remember now why I had such a hard time handling it all. There is something you should know before reading this if you bother; I am gay. My whole family despises and holds it against me.

The situation (long post is long);
My grandmother is sick. Not deathly sick, but bad enough to where the doctors feel like she shouldn't be left home alone. My dad has been basically living with there to make sure that she doesn't. But the thing is, she treats us all like we're never there for her. Every time I go over there I had to listen to her go on and on continuously about how we're all so selfish and we never do anything to help her out. I am always sick with anxiety when I am left alone with her and the last time I had to go, I had a lot piled up on me. This means I was sick emotionally and physically. So when she started nagging at me to just go home after I was already in tears I broke down and got my father-in-law to come get me. After I got home, I felt extremely guilty for leaving but was so exhausted that I crashed out until the next morning (save for the time I woke up sick). I tried not to bother myself with it too much because it was the first time I had ever bailed and I felt like my family would understand. Apparently not...

A few days later my dad shows up at my house and wanted me to sit with him in his truck so we can talk. I apologize for leaving her and actually acknowledge that it was a mistake but he completely overlooks that and is screaming at me about how he is tired of the way I'm treating the people that are good to me and how that now, thanks to me, she has decided to go to a nursing home. I explain to him that it would be a good idea to talk her into rehab like the doctors suggested, but all he could do was call me selfish. I told him that I wanted her to be in a place where she could be monitored all hours of the day. A place where she can finally get better (she isn't making any progress seeing as she lays in bed all day and refuses to even try). He called me a liar. Every time I tell him how I truly feel about something, he does that.

And then he completely changes the subject to how my grandfather said that "as long as I'm with my fiance, screwing my life like I am" that he has no interest in helping me in any way. How does that have anything to do with the conversation that we were supposed to be having? I asked, and he said it was because the reason I left my grandmother's house was because I was too concerned with being home with my fiance (who by the way, was in way too much emotional distress). But that is not true. I left for many reasons. Trying to explain that got me nowhere because he accused me of doing the same thing to him and my mom when I'm visiting them. Yes, I always leave their house earlier than planned. But why? Because they never show one tiny ounce of interest in me being there. They confine themselves to their rooms and stay there the whole time that I am around. They've been like this my entire life and after dealing with feeling so alone and neglected for the eighteen years that I lived with them, I cannot stand to deal with it any longer. And yes I've tried to express this to him. He says it is nothing but an excuse. After that he told me to get out of his *insert naughty word here* truck and the last thing he said to me was "Don't bother telling any of us that you actually love us because you're nothing but a liar". He then slung gravel whilst speeding out into the road, squealing his tires so loudly that I could still hear him about a minute after he left.


As if all of this wasn't bad enough? My sister, who has never wanted anything to do with me has finally contacted me again. I knew it couldn't be good and it wasn't. I'd copy and past the conversation but her bad grammar and even worse language is just too horrific for this site. I'll leave it at her telling me that she can't stand me, she doesn't want me around my little niece and nephew, and that she is tempted to come down and drag me out of my house by my hair and "beat the crap out of me". Hah! She'd have to drive about 40 minutes to get here...does she honestly think I'm willing to believe that she'd drive that far to see me? I think not.
This is the person who is supposed to be my sister. Yet she has said more hurtful words to me in my life than I've ever heard. This is saying a lot as much as I was bullied through school.

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*end of long rant, deep breath* I could just use some comforting words right now. I've lost my entire family in the last 7 years and it isn't because any of them have passed away. They've all abandoned me, leaving me with nothing but harsh words. I think the same thing has just happened with what's left of them...

[inkyy]

There are so many things expected of me, and only so much I can do. Now the weather is messing up my plans and all of my relationships with my peers are crumbling. It's like a repeat of what I went through several years ago.

Can I just have a hug, please?

-Hugs-

[Lacuna]

*sigh* I know I've been posting here a lot, but this last week is the unhappiest I've been in a very long time. To go back to knowing what it feels like to be so defenseless and put down...I remember now why I had such a hard time handling it all. There is something you should know before reading this if you bother; I am gay. My whole family despises and holds it against me.

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I just wanted to offer you some comfort. I'm not experiencing anything near the magnitude you are, and I admire how strong you are being through your troubles. Keep strong.

I also want to let you know that you are not alone in having a problematic family--I ran away from mine as soon as I turned 18, and I haven't really looked back. I just want to tell you that once you are farther away from the mess it can get better--heck I moved across the country! You are fighting a hard battle, and though you may lose people along the way the ones you make it to the other side with are those you want to have in your life. <3

[ghostley.]

...i just need someone that can pm me and listen to me vent
i am not in a good mood at all
i
need
to
vent

done venting

♠ Emo

[Companion Zani]

I could really use a hug. For the past month I've been dealing with the death of my brother, my great grandma, and uncle. I've taken it really hard. Me and my brother were best friends, and as of January 7th 2013 at 7:16 in the morning I no longer have him. Every day I think about him. Not to mention my mom has treated me horribly. He wasn't her son, and she therefore thinks it's okay to joke about it. She is always bringing it up somehow. It is making feeling better even harder. I could just use a hug, or even a pm. Thank you.