Well, someone ripped of the head of my favorite toy and hit me T.T Now, onto today *AKA Worst freaking day ever* Long story. I came to school sick today, in a very bad mood. Within a bit I started balling, cause i'm moving away and it pains me to see all my friends here that I will need to leave. Well, no one even notices me balling. No one glances at me. The teacher was telling us to draw something so I drew stick people and she looked at me crying and just went "Samus no stick people!!" Well guess what? I CAN ONLY DRAW STICK PEOPLE. Then, after the teacher finally lets me go take a walk to calm down, I come back 10 minutes later and people start laughing at me. My best friend didn't do anything. And, my best friend frigging ditched me for a jerk. Mentioning that jerk, today she was just like "Oh shut up Samus. We all know your faking your tears to get attention." And, that really hurt. So then at lunch, my best friend ditched me for her. My best friend saw me crying, curled up in a ball, freezinng on the cement and didn't do anything. Just went back to playing with toys. That got me real mad, I wanted to stab the jerk *Lets call her E* In the gut with a fork. So we went inside to eat, and everyone just sits there looking at me. I got really angry and threw my pudding across the room. THEN everyone was just like "Holy crap you frigging psyco! Calm down!" THEN E Was looking at me and was like "Stop being so freaking dramatic, drama queen." That made me snap. I yelled at her to shut up. Then E told on me saying I swore. Then later I was doing work and was like "Oh that's where it goes!" And E was just like "No duh, genius."
E freaking slapped me with her backpack! Then in class, this is what hurt the most. My BFFL Was right in front of me, talking to E. And what my BFFL Said? "Samus is so dramatic, she's always like ugh my hair is messy." At that point, as soon as school ended, I ran home. As fast as I could, crying like a dying person. As soon as I was home, first thing I did was throw up, BLOOD. Now i'm in bed, crying, Screaming at myself wondering why. Why I deserve this. My parents got divorced, BFF Hates me and gossips about me, And is now becoming BFF's with E, And chooses E and her bobble head toys over me, crying, trying to freaking kill myself *I tried suffrocating myself, she was watching and didn't care*. Some doctors are coming to look at me in a hour, make sure i'm not sick with some horrid sickness. I really just need a hug and a plane ticket out of this town T-T
