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[Cinnamon Vanilla]

/sigh/ bah that made my mood sour. not you guys, my issue.

[rothbart.]

o~e Garrhhh... Ridiculous stress levels are making my insomnia act up.

So. I need a hug. I've been stressing so hard for the past week. My school's had threats of being shot up by an upperclassman, a bomb threat, and a gas leak that could've killed a few of the smaller students, a.k.a, me, because screw growing, I'm gonna be 5'1" and rail thin forever. But. That's not what's been bothering me.

I wanna tell my almost-girlfriend that I love her. With the three words. I won't be able to rest well until I do, but... I have a boyfriend. He loves me to pieces, and I'm pretty sure I may love him a bit too, but the almost-girlfriend and him know about each other, and both know I'm choosing between them on January 1st. I'm 99% positive that I'm choosing the girl. I feel closer to her, and more... Needed is the best word.

I just really really want to tell her, but it's in my nature to be terrified of rejection, and I'd be crushed if I lost the both of them because I went and said something too deep too early.

[nagema]

Not again! My mom just left in an ambulance to the hospitol. She ws in the bathroom for an hour this morning bleeding really bad. She was throwing up blood too. In the bathroom. For an hour. And my Cousins wife/girlfriend had a baby on 12/12/12 and it only lived a few days. Her funeral is today. I need a hug. Why does everything always happen to us? Why does everything always happen to me?!




nagema

[Cinnamon Vanilla]

Not again! My mom just left in an ambulance to the hospitol. She ws in the bathroom for an hour this morning bleeding really bad. She was throwing up blood too. In the bathroom. For an hour. And my Cousins wife/girlfriend had a baby on 12/12/12 and it only lived a few days. Her funeral is today. I need a hug. Why does everything always happen to us? Why does everything always happen to me?!




nagema

Awwww. I know how you feel. My dad is diabetic, but he still eats sweets, like alot. One day he was rushed to the hospital and no one would tell me what was going on. He almost dies. as in if he had gotten there 10 minutes later it would have been too late. His blood was syrup and it was acidic. His organs were shutting down. It's called diabetic aikido acidosis. This all happened last year.

[Triplewolves]

I need a hug,I'm watching a sad movie and it makes me want to go home and curl up next to my family but I also want to stay at my Grammy's house.meeeeeeeeh I neeeeeeeeeeeeeed a hug and something to cheer me up!

[nagema]

Not again! My mom just left in an ambulance to the hospitol. She ws in the bathroom for an hour this morning bleeding really bad. She was throwing up blood too. In the bathroom. For an hour. And my Cousins wife/girlfriend had a baby on 12/12/12 and it only lived a few days. Her funeral is today. I need a hug. Why does everything always happen to us? Why does everything always happen to me?!




nagema

Awwww. I know how you feel. My dad is diabetic, but he still eats sweets, like alot. One day he was rushed to the hospital and no one would tell me what was going on. He almost dies. as in if he had gotten there 10 minutes later it would have been too late. His blood was syrup and it was acidic. His organs were shutting down. It's called diabetic aikido acidosis. This all happened last year.

Yeah, my mom has CRPS/RSD. A metal plate in her neck... she's had a rib removed. Shots that went all the way through her neck... she really only has on arm thanks to CRPS. {Complex Regional Pain Syndrome. } it's nerve damage. She has 5% muscle left in her arm.... and so much has happened this year. My moms brother committed suicide last year, and her friend did this year too. She tried once and almost succeeded. Our cat.. who was more of my brother, passed away in October, about a month before his nineth birthday. Yesterday was our first Christmas without him. Our cats brother has cancer. My boyfriend had cancer, recoved and broke up with me over a text because we didn't see each other enough, when I went out with him instead of staying with my brother to make sure he could make it through the day he died. I can't wait for 2013. A new year. Starting fresh. All those things will always be following me, but on the 31st, I'm gunna just shoot it all back. I'll force it as far away as possible. </3

[Cinnamon Vanilla]

Awww....wow this has not been the best year for us.

[mandalorian]

Can i please pm someone? ;-;

[rothbart.]

Can i please pm someone? ;-;

Go ahead. I've been told that I'm a pretty good listener, and if there's any advice I can give, I won't hesitate to give it.

[- ; bonk!]

My friend is being a jerk. Nuff said.
Here is the conversation:

MY DAD IS GETTING ME SHOWTIME CAUSE SUGAR DIED

.-. Good for you.
Now you will have three expasions and i will have 2 and YOU complain about not having alot.

Me: Um, no ill have 2 expansion packs and 1 stuff pack .-.
You have:
Late night expansion
Supernatural expansion
You might be getting Seasons expansion
You have deisel stuff
And Katy Perry stuff.
And your saying Im going to have more
And its a gift because 3 of my cats died in less then 12 months.
And my parents are divorced
And my grandpa has like, a few months left to live
My camara is broken because of my brother
My dog is missing
My good friend died
My auntie is sick
My dad is sick
I am sick
And your saying im spoiled

Her: I don't have katy perry anymore. Plus sweet treats is basiclly a expasion. Diesel just gives you some clothes and furniture..And i'm not getting seasons -.-


Me: Desiel is a stuff pack. Thats what their for.
And Katy Perry is a Stuff pack. *Sis 3 offical website*
Gee, sorry for being happy and getting something nice for ONCE in my life. I thought my BFF wouldn't get all jelous >.>
I thought I was the jelly one.


Her: Something nice for ONCE? YOU GOT A FREAKING WIIU,JUST DANCE 4,YOU HAD A BETTER CAMERA,YOU GOT HALF THE PETS YOU WANT,YOU HAVE A GREAT LIFE WHILE I HAVE TO LISTEN TO 24-7 FIGHTING AT MY HOUSE! I should be the jealous one. You have all i ever wanted okay? I admit it. I've been jealous ever since you got 50+ LPS. You have splitted parents,mine arent,but i still listen to them fight everynight! I'm lied to on holidays! I don't belive in santa! I don't belive in the tooth fairy! So,whos life is better? The one whos jealous or the one whos not? Because you got all i ever wanted.

Me: You wouldnt last 2 MINUTES of my life! You dont even know whats going on! God! Where you not listenng AT ALL half the times I phone you? Talk to you? My parents STILL fight 24.7! I cry myself to sleep every night! Now they got worse! The HURT each other now! My mom tried to flipping run my dad over!


Her: YEAH RIGHT. Thats so true! I'm used to fighting! My mom said real friends don't fight! So--I GUESS WE AREN'T FRIENDS! I WISH I NEVER MET YOU!



Shes been more and more of a jerk all the time.