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[nagema]

I need help... I really do. I feel terrible. Like it was all my fault.. I just stood there and watched..... like it was nothing. He wasn't even mine but... I don't know what to do.



I job shadowed yesterday at a vet... and there was a cat that had to be put down because the owner no longer wanted it. They had to. I made myself watch. I knew that if I ever wanted to be a vet, I'd have to do it someday too.. and I just stod and watched. I felt something, because we just looked into each others eyes and he just had that look in his eyes, begging me to save him but I did nothing. I didn't do a single thing to save him. He was gray with long gray, fluffy fur. Beautiful green eyes, with the sad.. sad look. It's all I can remember. My mom made me another day to job shado at a vet.. but I don't think I can do it. I have scolorships though. The vets were thinking about it with my straight A's and I told my parents I would, but I can't.



My best friend would even talk to me anymore, and I don't know why. I need a hug.. I don't know what to do.. I need my zebra back. I have an OMG so rare zebra on here, because I was the one to adopt it from the adoptions in 2010, and I traded it for underpay and I need it back. They traded it away and it kept going until now. The current owner is never even online anymore thoughand I feel guilty for trading it away, because there's a reason it was adopted by me. I was supposed to keep it, and never trade it, but now he's just collecting dust on some a bonded account.

[mandalorian]

I need help... I really do. I feel terrible. Like it was all my fault.. I just stood there and watched..... like it was nothing. He wasn't even mine but... I don't know what to do.



I job shadowed yesterday at a vet... and there was a cat that had to be put down because the owner no longer wanted it. They had to. I made myself watch. I knew that if I ever wanted to be a vet, I'd have to do it someday too.. and I just stod and watched. I felt something, because we just looked into each others eyes and he just had that look in his eyes, begging me to save him but I did nothing. I didn't do a single thing to save him. He was gray with long gray, fluffy fur. Beautiful green eyes, with the sad.. sad look. It's all I can remember. My mom made me another day to job shado at a vet.. but I don't think I can do it. I have scolorships though. The vets were thinking about it with my straight A's and I told my parents I would, but I can't.



My best friend would even talk to me anymore, and I don't know why. I need a hug.. I don't know what to do.. I need my zebra back. I have an OMG so rare zebra on here, because I was the one to adopt it from the adoptions in 2010, and I traded it for underpay and I need it back. They traded it away and it kept going until now. The current owner is never even online anymore thoughand I feel guilty for trading it away, because there's a reason it was adopted by me. I was supposed to keep it, and never trade it, but now he's just collecting dust on some a bonded account.

Aww </3
iTS OKAY...
For the cat,
My bestfriend had to put her cat down because it was so old..
And ive seen 2 kitten deaths in front of my own eyes.
I knew i couldnt help them because when i got home they where gone

[pastel.]

I need help... I really do. I feel terrible. Like it was all my fault.. I just stood there and watched..... like it was nothing. He wasn't even mine but... I don't know what to do.



I job shadowed yesterday at a vet... and there was a cat that had to be put down because the owner no longer wanted it. They had to. I made myself watch. I knew that if I ever wanted to be a vet, I'd have to do it someday too.. and I just stod and watched. I felt something, because we just looked into each others eyes and he just had that look in his eyes, begging me to save him but I did nothing. I didn't do a single thing to save him. He was gray with long gray, fluffy fur. Beautiful green eyes, with the sad.. sad look. It's all I can remember. My mom made me another day to job shado at a vet.. but I don't think I can do it. I have scolorships though. The vets were thinking about it with my straight A's and I told my parents I would, but I can't.



My best friend would even talk to me anymore, and I don't know why. I need a hug.. I don't know what to do.. I need my zebra back. I have an OMG so rare zebra on here, because I was the one to adopt it from the adoptions in 2010, and I traded it for underpay and I need it back. They traded it away and it kept going until now. The current owner is never even online anymore thoughand I feel guilty for trading it away, because there's a reason it was adopted by me. I was supposed to keep it, and never trade it, but now he's just collecting dust on some a bonded account.

No, no, no! Please don't cry 0n0

I feel oh so very sorry about the vet thingy :'c That has ALWAYS been my dream job c': My cousin is a vet too, and she tells me about all the puppies and kitties and bunnies and mice (and more! x3) she see's there. She tells me that as long as she has worked there, she has seen only seen a few pets put down... -huggles- It's alright


I WILL GET THAT ZEBRA FOR YOU! >:)

[nagema]

I need help... I really do. I feel terrible. Like it was all my fault.. I just stood there and watched..... like it was nothing. He wasn't even mine but... I don't know what to do.



I job shadowed yesterday at a vet... and there was a cat that had to be put down because the owner no longer wanted it. They had to. I made myself watch. I knew that if I ever wanted to be a vet, I'd have to do it someday too.. and I just stod and watched. I felt something, because we just looked into each others eyes and he just had that look in his eyes, begging me to save him but I did nothing. I didn't do a single thing to save him. He was gray with long gray, fluffy fur. Beautiful green eyes, with the sad.. sad look. It's all I can remember. My mom made me another day to job shado at a vet.. but I don't think I can do it. I have scolorships though. The vets were thinking about it with my straight A's and I told my parents I would, but I can't.



My best friend would even talk to me anymore, and I don't know why. I need a hug.. I don't know what to do.. I need my zebra back. I have an OMG so rare zebra on here, because I was the one to adopt it from the adoptions in 2010, and I traded it for underpay and I need it back. They traded it away and it kept going until now. The current owner is never even online anymore thoughand I feel guilty for trading it away, because there's a reason it was adopted by me. I was supposed to keep it, and never trade it, but now he's just collecting dust on some a bonded account.

Aww </3
iTS OKAY...
For the cat,
My bestfriend had to put her cat down because it was so old..
And ive seen 2 kitten deaths in front of my own eyes.
I knew i couldnt help them because when i got home they where gone

No, they killed him! It's not okay.. It's my fault. I could have tried to stop them. It's different. I was right next to him, and he was looking at me into my eyes as they injected the medicine. He cried.. then... it was over. He stopped breathing. They put his body in a stupid garbage bag, and in a box.. and carried him away. Cats do it on their own naturally, a shot to kill a cat is not natural. It's not ok. I'm sorry..

[nagema]

I need help... I really do. I feel terrible. Like it was all my fault.. I just stood there and watched..... like it was nothing. He wasn't even mine but... I don't know what to do.



I job shadowed yesterday at a vet... and there was a cat that had to be put down because the owner no longer wanted it. They had to. I made myself watch. I knew that if I ever wanted to be a vet, I'd have to do it someday too.. and I just stod and watched. I felt something, because we just looked into each others eyes and he just had that look in his eyes, begging me to save him but I did nothing. I didn't do a single thing to save him. He was gray with long gray, fluffy fur. Beautiful green eyes, with the sad.. sad look. It's all I can remember. My mom made me another day to job shado at a vet.. but I don't think I can do it. I have scolorships though. The vets were thinking about it with my straight A's and I told my parents I would, but I can't.



My best friend would even talk to me anymore, and I don't know why. I need a hug.. I don't know what to do.. I need my zebra back. I have an OMG so rare zebra on here, because I was the one to adopt it from the adoptions in 2010, and I traded it for underpay and I need it back. They traded it away and it kept going until now. The current owner is never even online anymore thoughand I feel guilty for trading it away, because there's a reason it was adopted by me. I was supposed to keep it, and never trade it, but now he's just collecting dust on some a bonded account.

No, no, no! Please don't cry 0n0

I feel oh so very sorry about the vet thingy :'c That has ALWAYS been my dream job c': My cousin is a vet too, and she tells me about all the puppies and kitties and bunnies and mice (and more! x3) she see's there. She tells me that as long as she has worked there, she has seen only seen a few pets put down... -huggles- It's alright


I WILL GET THAT ZEBRA FOR YOU! >:)

Trust me.. it's no dream. It's not. Not after watching.. or doing that. Watching as they cut the tails off four.. three day old boxer puppies. That's no dream. It's too late. I will be crying all night tonight. I'll try not to, but it's hard when you are going to your cousins wedding the next day, and you need to throw on another fake smile. :'(

You will? The zebra? It's Omg so rare... and they haven't been online since last month....

[pastel.]

I need help... I really do. I feel terrible. Like it was all my fault.. I just stood there and watched..... like it was nothing. He wasn't even mine but... I don't know what to do.



I job shadowed yesterday at a vet... and there was a cat that had to be put down because the owner no longer wanted it. They had to. I made myself watch. I knew that if I ever wanted to be a vet, I'd have to do it someday too.. and I just stod and watched. I felt something, because we just looked into each others eyes and he just had that look in his eyes, begging me to save him but I did nothing. I didn't do a single thing to save him. He was gray with long gray, fluffy fur. Beautiful green eyes, with the sad.. sad look. It's all I can remember. My mom made me another day to job shado at a vet.. but I don't think I can do it. I have scolorships though. The vets were thinking about it with my straight A's and I told my parents I would, but I can't.



My best friend would even talk to me anymore, and I don't know why. I need a hug.. I don't know what to do.. I need my zebra back. I have an OMG so rare zebra on here, because I was the one to adopt it from the adoptions in 2010, and I traded it for underpay and I need it back. They traded it away and it kept going until now. The current owner is never even online anymore thoughand I feel guilty for trading it away, because there's a reason it was adopted by me. I was supposed to keep it, and never trade it, but now he's just collecting dust on some a bonded account.

No, no, no! Please don't cry 0n0

I feel oh so very sorry about the vet thingy :'c That has ALWAYS been my dream job c': My cousin is a vet too, and she tells me about all the puppies and kitties and bunnies and mice (and more! x3) she see's there. She tells me that as long as she has worked there, she has seen only seen a few pets put down... -huggles- It's alright


I WILL GET THAT ZEBRA FOR YOU! >:)

Trust me.. it's no dream. It's not. Not after watching.. or doing that. Watching as they cut the tails off four.. three day old boxer puppies. That's no dream. It's too late. I will be crying all night tonight. I'll try not to, but it's hard when you are going to your cousins wedding the next day, and you need to throw on another fake smile. :'(

You will? The zebra? It's Omg so rare... and they haven't been online since last month....

I have a boxer pup... Just had to say that :3


And yes. I'll try. Not from the same exact person maybe, but from some person

[nagema]

Is your boxers tail cut off? Did you hear thm scream and cry because they are too young for any medicine? Did you see how bad they bleed afterward? Did you know they use to glue their tail shut?
H-How? From who?

[ShutterBug]

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Wow...I mean, Maybe you should have Daughter- Father talk. Right? I mean He needs to learn to let you go. I know It seems hard for him but sometimes he just needs to accept it. You will always be his "little girl" but, He needsto let you live your life. Its Your life, Not his. Yes, you may make some mistakes, but, You will then learn from them. And A father should be by your side, and help you through the rough desiscions and mistakes. I suggest talking with him about. It may help.
*Hugs*
Feel Better. I know you can do it. c:

I've tried talking to him but he never listens! He just gets mad and we pretty stop speaking for a while. He thinks everyone is out to get me and that everyone will try and take advantage of me. I need to live my life for me, not for him. I need to let myself make mistakes and learn by them. Get my heart broken its life. I'm just going to have to do things for myself and just have him get over it. I can't let him control me any more.

Another thing, just spoke with my best friend. The one that lives so far and goes to college out of state. She is seeing someone. And I only find out because I messaged her. I may have never found out until she came back and visited family. Or maybe have never found out. I'm crushed. My best friend, the one I tell almost everything to, doesn't tell me unless I message her.

I was just speaking with my dad today about her too. He had told me that she tells me everything. That if she was seeing someone she would of told me. Apparently not. [/quote]

Thats like me with my brother. (The not listening part)..
BUt Anyways, Try thinking of a way that can get him to listen to you. Yes, some people may try to take advantage of you but, There are many more who choose to treat you right. God gave us two legs, two eyes, and two hands, but, Why only one heart?
Because the other one was given to someone else for us to find. You see, You never know until you try. he has to let you try. You are already above 18, You are technecally an adult. I understand him trying to keep you in the nest. But, he has to learn everyone grows up. And When you leave the nest, it doesnt mean that you wouldnt come back. He also needs to believe you. In what you say. he needs to believe that your friend did that because you believe it. He needs to take your thoughts and statements into consideration.

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I've tried so many times. I feel like my mom is the only one who understands. I could tell her anything. Yes I would never abandon my parents I love them to much. My dad just needs to let go and let me live my life. Let me show him who I could be that I'm not just going to go out and do something bad. Thank you so much for listening to me.

[Queen Blue]

My problem isn't really a big deal, so many more people have bigger problems then me but...

My mom thinks I'm lonely and have no friends at school, which is quite untrue. I have friends but they may not be best friends but I have friends. My mom also thinks I'm stupid, which again is untrue. I'm better then most of my class. I have report cards and test grades to prove it! That's just in my nature, is to be good and sort of a suck up and have few close friends. It's not my fault that I can't make friends as easily as my little sister! I don't care if I'm a stick in the mud! It's just part of my nature! I may not be a popular or cool but at least I can be different instead of living up to someone else's expectation.
I am the girl who prefers to go into a quiet corner and reads a good book instead of talking about clothes and makeup or go to a party. I may not be invited to as many partys as my sister but thats alright though...I'm not a popular or the lamest person ever, I'm in the middle. As far as I know I don't get teased or make fun of behind my back. I don't get bullied or anything rude or bad happens to me except for these girls...but they do that to everyone but no one really cares. I am boring but at least not friendless...
I know I'm complaining here about my school life when it's really not that bad but venting it out make me feel better...

You seem just like me.I do all those things.Don't worry about it.You're unique and that's what amtters.Don't give up on yourself

[marimoon]

No specific reason - I just want a hug. :3