|TheComfortCorner|

[tide.]

I cannot cope anymore.
I cannot.
That's all there is to it; there's just too much stress piled up over the last few years, way more than I can deal with.
I've considered suicide before, but never as seriously as this.
I would really, honestly rather die than go on living with my screwed up head and my stupid mental problems.
I am so, so ready to die.
No one at school has ever had a crush on me, and my friends are little to no comfort. They're too obsessed over their imaginary anxiety and depression to see that I'm actually having problems. I don't understand if they're trying to impress people or what, but they have no reasons behind their "disorders". I'm just so lonely.
And so sad.
I'm done.

[CyberneticVampire]

I cannot cope anymore.
I cannot.
That's all there is to it; there's just too much stress piled up over the last few years, way more than I can deal with.
I've considered suicide before, but never as seriously as this.
I would really, honestly rather die than go on living with my screwed up head and my stupid mental problems.
I am so, so ready to die.
No one at school has ever had a crush on me, and my friends are little to no comfort. They're too obsessed over their imaginary anxiety and depression to see that I'm actually having problems. I don't understand if they're trying to impress people or what, but they have no reasons behind their "disorders". I'm just so lonely.
And so sad.
I'm done.

*Hugs* please don't kill yourself, if you never need to talk to anyone PM me. I know life maybe hard but death is never the answer..

[Seven Seas]

I cannot cope anymore.
I cannot.
That's all there is to it; there's just too much stress piled up over the last few years, way more than I can deal with.
I've considered suicide before, but never as seriously as this.
I would really, honestly rather die than go on living with my screwed up head and my stupid mental problems.
I am so, so ready to die.
No one at school has ever had a crush on me, and my friends are little to no comfort. They're too obsessed over their imaginary anxiety and depression to see that I'm actually having problems. I don't understand if they're trying to impress people or what, but they have no reasons behind their "disorders". I'm just so lonely.
And so sad.
I'm done.

-hugs- Don't leave. Please. -hugs again- We all have problems. I hope your friends realize that you need comfort.

I'm down because school is coming up and I think my english has gotten pretty bad from not speaking it for 6 weeks. I still have no friends and I'm scared. I'm not ready for the football game coming up on friday. I don't want to be in marching band. I think I'm shaking.

[fishyperson]

(I apologise if this sounds stupid, but I'll do it anyway)

In year 5, I had one of my best friends leave school, and she moved about twice in as many years. We used to send letters to each other, but they have dwindled down over the years, and stopped in year seven. The thing is, I've now found her on facebook, and I really want to contact her, but I don't have a facebook account, can't have one until I'm 16, and I'm afraid that she won't rememberme. Can I have a hug please?

[MovedintoOwlsaccount]

; x ;

I... I've never been in love as much as this...
I want to meet the person i'm in love with so much...
But theres so many problems...

1. She's four years older.

2. My mother dosen't even want me to be her friend.

3. Noone in my family is allowed to know about this.
They belive love should be Girl x Boy, not Girl x Girl or Boy x Boy.

4. She lives three + hours away. I have no way of meeting her.

5. When someone almost found out me and her i had the feeling i'm going to puke, my heart gets weak and i have the feeling of falling.

;~; make it stop...
I need a BIG hug ;~;
Please... ;n;

[spike.]

I cannot cope anymore.
I cannot.
That's all there is to it; there's just too much stress piled up over the last few years, way more than I can deal with.
I've considered suicide before, but never as seriously as this.
I would really, honestly rather die than go on living with my screwed up head and my stupid mental problems.
I am so, so ready to die.
No one at school has ever had a crush on me, and my friends are little to no comfort. They're too obsessed over their imaginary anxiety and depression to see that I'm actually having problems. I don't understand if they're trying to impress people or what, but they have no reasons behind their "disorders". I'm just so lonely.
And so sad.
I'm done.

everybody feels lonely and sad, but tide., think about everything you'd leave behind. think about the tiny, simple things you enjoy. are you grateful because it's a sunny day? are you happy because that new shampoo really did moisturize your hair? every single moment well-spent or satisfied is another reason to live.

stress is so hard to avoid. we all throw our hands up sometime in our life and scream, "no more! i can't take it!" i did. no schedules or time management helped me. the way i got through it is by talking. if your friends are making up disorders, tell them how you feel about it. research the statistics of real depressions or mental anxiety and show it to them. if they still go on and on about fake problems, just don't hang around them.

their negativity is making you feel worse about yourself.

count the people in your life who have ever complimented or helped you. the only people you need in your life are the people who need you in theirs. don't ask your friends "would you miss me if i died?". the obvious (and polite) answer is yes. instead, ask them "what would you do if i died?". this requires more thought and you'll more clearly see which friends care the most -- some will probably put two and two together.

your parents are also your number 1 fans here. whether they're stupid, demanding, bossy, mean or stubborn they're your parents and you must tell them how you feel. if schoolwork is stressing you out, they can probably organize a meeting with the school councellor to discuss your best options. if it's your friends, they'll probably have plenty of advice, and again, that's part of the school councellor's job description.

people in this world, even strangers, do care about you. if i didn't care, would i bother typing this all out?

and about nobody in school having a crush on you -- boys are shy creatures. while girls are obvious with their flirting, a boy who likes you, truly likes you, will be terrified of doing the wrong thing. rest assured, there is somebody there who likes you, or thinks you're pretty.

and remember -- you are not alone. i'm always here. you were wanted on this planet -- that's why you were born.

[~TGenie-]

(I apologise if this sounds stupid, but I'll do it anyway)

In year 5, I had one of my best friends leave school, and she moved about twice in as many years. We used to send letters to each other, but they have dwindled down over the years, and stopped in year seven. The thing is, I've now found her on facebook, and I really want to contact her, but I don't have a facebook account, can't have one until I'm 16, and I'm afraid that she won't rememberme. Can I have a hug please?

*hugs* Do you have any way to mail her letters still? I think that even though you said you have not been sending letters anymore, she would still enjoy getting to hear from you^^ I know kind of how you feel, I had my best friend move away several years ago and we used to write letters all the time, then we switched to email then we stopped altogether. I would definitely try to stay in contact with her though, you dont want to lose the friendship and I am sure she doesnt either! (:

[mandalorian]

I woke up this morning to tears on my cheeks
I have been dreaming about my cats kitten Polarbear
Polarbear was a white kitten with a butterscotch Paw
she died as a kitten
I was also dreaming about cloud
My other cats kitten
When i got ready for the day i landed on my bed and sobbed, i missed the kittens so much
Can i have a hug :'(

[CyberneticVampire]

I woke up this morning to tears on my cheeks
I have been dreaming about my cats kitten Polarbear
Polarbear was a white kitten with a butterscotch Paw
she died as a kitten
I was also dreaming about cloud
My other cats kitten
When i got ready for the day i landed on my bed and sobbed, i missed the kittens so much
Can i have a hug :'(

*Hugs* I'm sorry, but I'm sure their in a better place, think of all the fun their having and one day you'll see them again. Sorry for the lousy comfort...

[w~h~i~s~p~e~r]

I don't know what I'll do when school does happen to come around.
Fortunately, it won't for another two weeks, I think... but I've stayed in the house all summer.
My parents have gotten mad at me for it but I can't help it. I have social anxiety... I'm afraid to talk to other people because of how I've been treated before. People have threatened me physically, made fun of me because I'm not athletic or because I'm short, called me horrible things, yelled at me, sworn at me for no reason...
I don't know what I'm going to do... I've kept to myself and the people I know on the internet. That's it.
I couldn't even trust telling my mom about my sexuality. When dad told her what I had said to him, she started going on "Be straight! It's a phase! You'll grow up! You'll marry a man!" rants. Daily.

...I haven't even told anyone this all summer. I've been trying to keep myself hidden.
People have hated me just for having emotions. So I've pretended to be happy all the time. Uncaring of the little things.
But they hurt.
They hurt so much...
...I'm sorry this post is so jumpy... I just have so much to say... like I said, I've kept all of this in all summer...

no response on the last page, literally I was the first post of the last page. really don't know what to do... had no response for over 12 hours...
...why do I feel like I'll be ignored for this?

I won't ignore you! I'm sorry about everything that's happening to you. Sometimes, life is tough. I don't really have any advice for you except stay strong <3 *hugs* you can pm me anytime and I'll try my hardest to reply!