by Saina Belaire » Tue Aug 21, 2012 3:12 pm
Great, school's back and once again people ignore me. I'm class rep, in almost all their classes and they see me every single day, so why is it so hard to think that I have, oh I don't know, feelings, a need for friends, a life, a family, a lot more problems than them! Yet they moan about their stuff and seem to forget I'm their. People don't sit near me, refuse to pair up with me, and I'm so sunburnt I can barely move. My grandparents that I thought I could trust lied to me and manipulated me, play favorites, didn't even want my parents to get married in the first place and are always trying to turn me against my parents. My little bro is so sunburnt his face is blistering and I'm sunburnt on my back, shoulders, chest, face, the top of my head, my arms, the tops of my feet and on the sides of my legs. I can't smile without it being painful and my ADD is even worse than usual. I'm stuck in school where it's hard for me to talk to people cause of my ADD and no one really understands that I actually want friends. I have an AP class and 2 honors classes. I can barely find the skills in my head to write what I need to know in notes and in general can't seem to take notes. I'm gonna fail this year for sure.

I work full time, so please be patient with me on replies. I will get back to you all though! Thanks!