.:phantom:. wrote:Hi, I am new here, and might aswell get this off my chest!
So, I write poetry, a lot of it, and it is all based off of my life, so my English teacher loves me, I have a freaking horrible home life, and the only thing that keeps me going is his class, it is also something that I look forward to, i am also really trying to not make this very self centered, because I am tired of everybody thinking I want to be the center of attention, I really don't, ever, in class I sit in the corner of the class ( he desk closest to the teacher, cause the kids tease you less in that seat) and at lunch I hang with the two girls who actually talk to me ( and I am not even sure they like me...) and smoke ( every now and then, it is more of a way to keep myself occupied then anyhing else) and the worst part? I have a huge crush on one of them, and she is going out with the other one... So you know, I think I will just write a few things down and make a poem for the corner, it that ok? Cause geez, now I have to deal with a drunk.abusive. A-hole. Of a mother! What fun!
And it starts to be about me, god darn it!
-Phantom
*hugs* don't worry phantom. this is the place were this post is suppose to be all about you. i'm sorry that you have such a terrible mom, it seems to be more common now of days. but don't let her words or actions get to you. and it just sounds like you need a friend(s) you can trust. and i know school can be hard, especialy when your being judged. and i'm sure your two friends like you, why else would they stick around? you are probably an amzing person, you've just had a hard life and don't get much attention at home. (or at least the type you want)
