i wrote my teacher a letter containing a detailed reasoning behind my failing math class. I'm under too much stress, hard to think, too many things going on, too much yelling, too many people wanting me to socialize when i am not a people person. i'm really trying my best to get through all the things that are happening here. and she doesn't even bother mentioning it. then, i'm addicted to the computer because it relieves stress from me, gets my mind off the fighting. but it also distracts me from homework. the only quiet place I can really do my homework is with nature, in the light grass with a light breeze and plenty of sunlight, or moonlight if it's a full moon. and since i am locked away from nature how am i expected to do homework? i need somewhere i can go so i can't be bothered by yelling or other people. somewhere peaceful. and obviously i can't get that.
guess i'm failing math class this year.
then my lie has been coming down to crucial moments. i say i don't have homework when in reality i have around 20 things. i only do so because i want my stress to be gone, i want it to melt, i want to be able to relax and do my homework peacefully. now it has accumulated because I am probably mentally unstable and need help. what help? no help.
i'm just in the land that doesn't give a crap right now and it sucks.
