I don't understand. Do you people not like me anymore, or?
I'm beginning to become really frustrated with the amount of people who can't stick by my side.
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I really don't get it. Why I'm alone in almost everything every day. Is it because I'm depressed? I give off a bad vibe? I'm sorry I'm not perfect enough for anyone in this hatred we call society.
For one, my family. They know I almost always get A's in all my classes. Why do they always pick on me for getting B's or C's? It isn't often. Your "teasing" doesn't help. You may think it's funny but it hurts.
My CS friends. Why does everybody I talk to on CS end up straying away anyways? I don't get it. You can't really get a vibe from someone on the internet.
My real "friends." You're all I have. My lifeline. Why are you ignoring me? I'm just really tired of being stared at awkwardly or ignored whenever I do speak up. It doesn't help my incredible social anxiety.
My teachers. You pressure me so much. "Oh, Krista, you aren't getting an A+?" "Oh come on, an A- on that last test? Step it up!" It isn't funny. It makes me want to fail on purpose. See what you think of me then.
I'm just so tired of being that girl who cries in class and is generally ignored.
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I'm beginning to become really frustrated with the amount of people who can't stick by my side.
// long rant ahead
I really don't get it. Why I'm alone in almost everything every day. Is it because I'm depressed? I give off a bad vibe? I'm sorry I'm not perfect enough for anyone in this hatred we call society.
For one, my family. They know I almost always get A's in all my classes. Why do they always pick on me for getting B's or C's? It isn't often. Your "teasing" doesn't help. You may think it's funny but it hurts.
My CS friends. Why does everybody I talk to on CS end up straying away anyways? I don't get it. You can't really get a vibe from someone on the internet.
My real "friends." You're all I have. My lifeline. Why are you ignoring me? I'm just really tired of being stared at awkwardly or ignored whenever I do speak up. It doesn't help my incredible social anxiety.
My teachers. You pressure me so much. "Oh, Krista, you aren't getting an A+?" "Oh come on, an A- on that last test? Step it up!" It isn't funny. It makes me want to fail on purpose. See what you think of me then.
I'm just so tired of being that girl who cries in class and is generally ignored.
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