by Nikki Amaranti » Thu Oct 10, 2013 9:21 am
Friend A offered me a one day job, I can earn $50 for bring school kids around an island.
I don't want it. I'm extremely awkward around younger people, they can be a handful and this isn't my kind of job.
But when it comes from a friend who is truly gentle and kind-hearted by nature, who just wants to help...
I can't say no.. even though I'm extremely bothered by the idea and actually hate it so much.. I just don't want to do it.
"Babysitting" people of any age is the last kind of job I'd ever want; I'm just not good at that sort of thing.. I'm just not. o n o
It frustrates me more when my bf just ups and says okay, I'll do it.
Look dear. I know we need to focus on finance and finding income. I get that.
But you don't decide things for me. Sometimes is okay. But now you've done it and I can't back out.
It's for something I absolutely don't want to do too.
Do you know how much this stupid thing has been on my mind?
It's in 11 days and within these 11 days I need to either find an excuse or somehow tell Friend A I'm not up to it.
I hate this.
Not to mention I'm having a crappy time online too.
CS and other online sites are suppose to help me unwind after a stressful day or week.
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I am mostly inactive / have quit Chickensmoothie as a whole. ; w ;
It has been a fun many years, but I no longer have the interest to login here much.
You can find me on Flight Rising :
LinkBut I am not as active there either, but I login there more often compared to CS.
all the best everyone xx
