by Elemental Rift » Sat Sep 28, 2013 12:09 pm
twitches
you three are the worst people i have ever met
that is not an exaggeration; you "guys" are all the reason i spend days wishing i never had this syndrome
the reason im lying on the bed with a headache right now, an electronic in my hands
the reason im so hateful to you but cant stay mad at anyone ("WHY ARE YOU ALWAYS SO MEAN TO ME?"
because every movement you make towards anyone at least two years older than you is perpetually agitating; because you have literally never said a kind word to your sibling when she isn't wanting to please you)
the reason im so insecure
the reason there is no silence in this room, even with the door shut
and the reason im so lethargic when it comes to you
i am not reacting to your every whim; i do not want to walk the dog with you. ever, because you will turn everything i do against me and i just
dont know how to fight back