I need to talk to someone.
But, my best friend has school tomorrow.
The other person isn't on Skype as much.
I guess I can just, talk to the imaginary audience I seem to always make for myself.
Or, then again, I can always talk to God.
That's not a bad idea.
Well, I read that book and finished the 'short' reflections within...
6 hours.
My eye sockets feel like crying.
But nothing is happening.
It's like what happens whenever I read or watch something sad/touching.
I have no heart, it seems.
I'm always this confident person, not a worry in the world.
LOLNOPE
All that is going to change.
I've become less and less social since the perk I had last year.
I'm going back to how I was 3 years ago, only in a mature way.
I'm not the mentally deranged person I acted like.
I'm smarter than most people my age, and extremely mature for my age.
I have better grammar than some adults.
I'm really good in math.
I have a pretty wide spread vocabulary.
I just can't get that through.
The math thing shows, no doubt.
But everything else, is hidden underneath the surface.
I guess the good thing about being this way is staying out of trouble.
Sure, I'm a pretty likable person when it comes to the guys.
I like Adventure Time, KND, Minecraft, Star Wars, video games, drawing, and all that stuff.
But the girls, I have a hard time being around.
The gossip, make-up, dresses, shoes, any of that crud, makes me sick.
My best friend apparently wears make-up.
I would explain to her my hatred for the stuff, but it's extremely offensive and I don't need to screw anything up between us.
She knows my biggest secret.
Who knows what damage that she could do with that.