Crushes, Boyfriends, and Girlfriends | V4

[Dawnbreeze10210]

@Dawn - Thanks, I really appreciate your help. You know...I was fine until this dream I had last night. It was...I'll PM you if you want to give your opinion. Maybe you can help me a bit more?

My inbox is always open to you haha, so o course. But I apologize in advance if I don't reply right away sometimes or if I read it then don't reply. It all just depends on how much time I have to reply you know?

[Zero ❍]

@Dawn - Thanks, I really appreciate your help. You know...I was fine until this dream I had last night. It was...I'll PM you if you want to give your opinion. Maybe you can help me a bit more?

My inbox is always open to you haha, so o course. But I apologize in advance if I don't reply right away sometimes or if I read it then don't reply. It all just depends on how much time I have to reply you know?

Alright! I'll PM you in a few, and that's perfectly fine. I'm not timing you or anything.

[ⓒⓞⓝⓣⓡⓐⓑⓐⓢⓢ]

i think i'm going crazy without my crush/best friend
i've only been gone for 6 days, and we've been emailing eachother constantly, but i just don't feel right without him
when is Tuesday gonna come i miss him... D:

[niceplant]

i guess it's official. we're over. after almost one year, and it's almost my birthday. i'm so numb right now. like i can't feel anything; i want to cry, really hard, or scream, or do something, but i don't feel like i have the energy to. and he seems fine. seriously, i thought he was the one that loved me too much. i really didn't think i would break down this hard. this whole thing is too hard, i don't know if i can handle it. i just want to curl up in a ball and cry my eyes out.
i get that i made a mistake, several months ago. but i forgave you for so many mistakes and i've given you so many chances.. why can't you give me one? i didn't know i could feel this much pain. maybe i'm being too dramatic but i really thought we were going to last forever.
he just texted me saying he'll give me another chance. now i'm not sure if i want one, because he's acting like he hates me. he called me disgusting. i don't know anymore. i just don't.

sorry if this is the wrong place to post this, i just needed to let this out.

[Dia.]

i guess it's official. we're over. after almost one year, and it's almost my birthday. i'm so numb right now. like i can't feel anything; i want to cry, really hard, or scream, or do something, but i don't feel like i have the energy to. and he seems fine. seriously, i thought he was the one that loved me too much. i really didn't think i would break down this hard. this whole thing is too hard, i don't know if i can handle it. i just want to curl up in a ball and cry my eyes out.
i get that i made a mistake, several months ago. but i forgave you for so many mistakes and i've given you so many chances.. why can't you give me one? i didn't know i could feel this much pain. maybe i'm being too dramatic but i really thought we were going to last forever.
he just texted me saying he'll give me another chance. now i'm not sure if i want one, because he's acting like he hates me. he called me disgusting. i don't know anymore. i just don't.

sorry if this is the wrong place to post this, i just needed to let this out.

Don't make any decisions until you both cool down.
I don't know what happened, but if you're this upset, I think the best thing is to put down the phone and text him back when you are feeling better.
Maybe let him know you aren't ignoring him, you just can't think straight... and then talk to him about it tomorrow.

[hollyglow]

Okay... I need to calm down. So, right before lunch, the guy I have a crush on (his locker is right next to mine), his binder came open. Everything came spilling out. I was talking with my friend, and I was kind of looking at him because I wanted to help him, but I was afraid to because I like him, and I was afraid that I'd get rejected. I know... I'm paranoid. Anyway, so we finished our conversation, and I was just standing there in silent war with myself. Finally, I turned and said, "hey, do you want me to help with the papers?" In a high voice, because when I'm nervous or embarrassed, that's what happens, and I was getting over a cold, so more so than usual. He said yes, so I helped him, he thanked me, and I went to lunch. When I was sitting eating, he gave me a RASC, which is just a thing our school does, and now I have even more of a crush on him! It's torture.....

Weeeell, thanks for reading.

Edit: and I'm worried that he thinks I only did it for the RASC.

[Halogens]

Well my day was terribly disappointing Me and S where flirting though all of math class so I was super happy, and ten we talked a bunch in foods too. I was seriously thinking we had a chance and then suddenly he told me this other girls is "super hot"! I don't even know what it means. I thought something was going on but apparently not ;__;

[Dia.]

Well my day was terribly disappointing :( Me and S where flirting though all of math class so I was super happy, and ten we talked a bunch in foods too. I was seriously thinking we had a chance and then suddenly he told me this other girls is "super hot"! I don't even know what it means. I thought something was going on but apparently not ;__;

a) he could think of you more as a friend
or b) he could have been trying to see your reaction

It doesn't really have to mean anything. ^^ So don't lose your hopes yet.

[spring.]

So, I've posted about this guy a few times but I've decided to give the whole story.

Note
Names have been coded to protect identity.

Key
Witch -- A young lady, she used to be my best friend... but older users will understand why this is her code name.
Bear -- My best friend, Bear is part of her nickname, so her code was a no-brainer.
Car -- My crush, he's into cars...

Please don't get confused.

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This happened at the beginning of the school year last year.

Witch and I were best friends and my previous school year I had made acquaintance with a rather adorable young man. This year, we were reunited by coffee. Yes, coffee. He asked me to hold it, so I agreed. It was then that I realized that it was Car. She said he was cute, and I agreed. I added quietly that I had been crushing on him since the previous year. She laughed and we continued on the school day. Well, she signed up to be a bus monitor, and when she realized she would see him every day, she started bragging that she could see him every day. Well, I was busy being his friend while she was telling me how he kissed her hood or otherwise, and how he was flirting with her while he could have cared less about me.

Ten days before my birthday in December, he asked me out. Naturally, I said yes. I was ecstatic. He got me a birthday present, and would give me something every day after I said yes. I felt so bad that I couldn't ever give anything back but we had to be secret because his parents don't want him dating.

So, we lasted and we talked the whole time I was on vacation, and he constantly said he missed me. But after he moved, he didn't really talk to me. We didn't break up, we just kind of ended...

Witch started hating me and she told me that she was the reason we were together. She told me all these things, and I suffered for three months.

Now Witch and I don't talk, and honestly Car (sort of) and Bear are the only reasons why I got over myself. But when it comes to Car, I just can't get over him. I'm pretty sure he was my first love.

And when we hung out, it almost seemed like he was gonna get back with me, but I don't know. We hung out forever. It felt like we never even broke up. </3

I still can't get over him and try to talk to him as much as I can.

If anyone needs more to understand to help me, PM me.

Please give me insight into my issues.

Talk me out of my senses or something.

Please. <3

[Halogens]

Well my day was terribly disappointing Me and S where flirting though all of math class so I was super happy, and ten we talked a bunch in foods too. I was seriously thinking we had a chance and then suddenly he told me this other girls is "super hot"! I don't even know what it means. I thought something was going on but apparently not ;__;

a) he could think of you more as a friend
or b) he could have been trying to see your reaction

It doesn't really have to mean anything. ^^ So don't lose your hopes yet.

Thank you <3