boat wrote:a lot of girls like my boyfriend and they're all more popular/less awkward than me and its making me really jealous >w<
hng i feel so clingy and also kinda scared?? we haven't been together very long so i can't help but keep on thinking that he's going to leave me for someone else. ahh i do feel bad that i'm feeling suspicious of him ; n ;
I feel the same way sometimes...I'm so awkward and everyone's so much prettier and my bf lives far away and I start getting worried. But trust him....if he tells u he won't leave or something, trust him. I mean he chose u over them in the first place

Okay and I just need to rant because I have the sweetest bf ever.
He came over Monday and he drove for like over 20 hours just to get here and he was being super sweet. Like we just cuddle and talk all day, and maybe kiss a little :3 but he's literally the cutest. Like he just kinda pulled me onto his lap and kissed me and we just kinda sat there for a bit like nose to nose looking into each others eyes and smiling like idiots xD he was talking to me and just like stopped mid-word and was like "....you have really pretty eyes" and I just kind giggled and blushed and he's just like "well you do"
And then he was talking and he was like "I hope u know how much u mean to me, I wouldn't normally travel that much just to see someone...but just 30 minutes with u is worth all that driving" and I just awww
And then we were cuddling and he started to get up and he was like "I gotta go now baby..." And I just didnt say anything and just looked at him and shook my head and he was like "I know...I don't want to....but I have to" and I was like in tears cause idk when he can come again cause school and I miss him and I like looked down hoping he wouldn't notice and he was like "oh don't cry...come here" and just hugged me really tight for a while and said he loved me and I would've said I loved u too but if I had tried I would've really cried so I just hugged him tighter and he was like "I'll be back soon...I promise" and I just *sigh*
I tell him I'm weird and the weird things I do...he won't call me weird he only says I'm unique
I just needed to get that out cause I don't have anyone to talk to about it right now