i finally slipped today.
it took me ten years to accept it but i finally let myself hate him for a few hours and it feels so good. weird, a bit disorienting (yeah loving the same person for a decade does that to you ok), but undeniably GOOD.
this is so much different from any of the other types of happy i've ever felt and i'm really starting to like it.
-dances around happily- ヽ(´▽`;)/♪
























