Why do you have to get mad at me so easily? I'm sorry we can't talk all the time. I love you, you're my best friend. But I do have things I have to do. Heck I even have a job and at the moment I'm visiting relatives abroad that I haven't seen in awhile that I really want to spend time with, but instead I'm spending my time with you, because I care about you and I love you. But you do have other friends. :c And when you spend time with those friends, I wish you wouldn't make it kind of seem like "they're my friends, not you, and if you spent more time online you would be too". Or make me feel like second-priority? No -- not second-priority -- last priority? Maybe I'm being selfish. But even now I would never say anything like this to you because I don't want you to feel sad or upset. I feel like this happens every time. First we're best friends, I get busy and you get angry and say something rude to me, and in an attempt to not say something mean back I don't talk to you for a while, and then if I do try to say something you respond rudely or ignore me. Then months later by chance we meet up again and the cycle starts over. You don't have to be even close to perfect, you don't have to devote a lot of time to me, you don't have to put me first or constantly talk to me, I just wish you'd consider my feelings the same way I'm constantly considering yours and trying to figure out how not to make you angry. I'm sorry, I'm not the best friend you could have. I'm busy a lot, I know. But I wish that we could just be friendly in the time that I AM with you instead of arguing because you're my friend and I love you absolutely and I hate it when you're upset and it makes me feel horrible and just jhglsdhflkj ugh.
And I don't even know like when you're seriously angry or playing around or just ticked anymore. That's the scariest part.