A good friend made me realize something today. I am home-schooled, and I am always very grateful to see people at my old school when I go with my mom to pick up my brother. Today I went and wished all my friends happy holidays. My little crush even came up and wished me a Merry Christmas. The thing is, I am always so excited to see people since I rarely see them. I'm suddenly bothered by the fact that everyone else that I know sees other people their age nearly every single day for more than five minutes at a time. I suddenly feel so... lonely. It's scary.
We were already planning to put me back into public school,but I just have never really felt this way. It's like I'm all by myself.












