|TheComfortCorner| v.2

[wicked;]

My friend is in love. With someone that loves her back.

Then there is me. My story? It feels like it would have taken all of 2013 to unfold, but no.. it all just happened. It feels like it's been a year. I'm in love.. I can feel love, I can see it, I can hear it, and.. I don't think I can actually feel this strongly towards another human being. I'm not straight, he is. Actually that's a whole other story. But, he doesn't love me back either way. The way I feel is surreal, and maybe it isn't love. Maybe it isn't. Everybody finds it so mainstream to find love at this point and impossible. But, oh my god. I'm so freaking frustrated and sad.

I'm broken.

My story.. It's almost as I've made it what defines me. He defines me. I can't just not think about him. Why do I love him too? Why him? I mean, what the hell is wrong with me? He's cocky, rude, often uncaring, apparently loses his temper and has 80HD, and he's also not even the best looker ever.. I don't judge my affection on that though anyways. But still, why him? It makes no sense.

I don't need a reply.. I just need a hug. It's so weird, I'm feeling so many emotions right now. I'm fearless, but fearful. I'm hurt but I'm strong. I don't know what this is. And it is so confusing.

[0000007]

I have Transient insomnia, so I know what the first part is like. My dreams never scare me, though. But if you can manage to, getting sleep with nightmares is better for you than not sleeping at all. So try to listen to some relaxing music or white noise before/while sleeping. I do not suggest eating before sleep, as that keeps your body from resting (it has to get rid of that food first), but drinking some warm water might have a similar effect of fullness that can help put you to sleep.

Now i know i have insomnia... anyway, the food thing doesn't usually work? Huh. It does for me at least. Scratch that then. I listen to music as well but be careful with your choice of music, very careful -_-

[Thalassic]

I have Transient insomnia, so I know what the first part is like. My dreams never scare me, though. But if you can manage to, getting sleep with nightmares is better for you than not sleeping at all. So try to listen to some relaxing music or white noise before/while sleeping. I do not suggest eating before sleep, as that keeps your body from resting (it has to get rid of that food first), but drinking some warm water might have a similar effect of fullness that can help put you to sleep.

Now i know i have insomnia... anyway, the food thing doesn't usually work? Huh. It does for me at least. Scratch that then. I listen to music as well but be careful with your choice of music, very careful -_-

uh, no, what I mean is
it can work. but it's not good for you, at all.
your stomach, just like the rest of your body needs rest. if you eat right before bed, your stomach can not rest as it has to first get rid of all that food. it can't just leave it sitting there. so depending on how much you've ate, your stomach can take a good few hours before it can actually rest along with the rest of your body. The impact this can do greatly depends on how much sleep you get per night, so if you're someone like me who on average gets 3-5 hours (bad, I know) per night, eating before bed can be preeetty bad for you.
Which is why I suggest drinking warm water. It will make you feel full, which will make you sleepy just like eating does, but since there are no fibers or anything in water, your stomach doesn't have to work much on it and it can be passed trough and absorbed pretty soon.

[0000007]

Just a little snack not like a meal pr anything >.< i sleep, A LOT. But im perfectly fine, i dont have any proboems or anything digestion wise. Just go to the bathroom when i wake up if i need to. I dunno it works for me, i agree with your water statement. Everybody is different though. Thats a good exapmle on why things are difficult for me, im different than a lot of other people but i dont find it a problem. Its not every night i eat before i sleep, and not right before eather, like an hour or so? Idk thats just me.

[crucifying.]

S-she died. B-but. My grandmother... I loved you. You couldn't have died. I-I I'm crying, I won't be able to go on. My stomach hurts, I just, please, come back. I need you. Come back...

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My dog who I can't sleep at night without him on my bed is dying too... I just. I won't be able to carry on. Everything will be gone. I won't sleep. No dog you ever shove at me will replace him. I'm serious. I'm sobbing more now..

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Thanks brother for breaking my nose. I appreciate it. [It was an accident...] I seriously can't blow my nose when I'm sick?

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This is horrible.. I can't live through this.

[LuvFinnick123]

S-she died. B-but. My grandmother... I loved you. You couldn't have died. I-I I'm crying, I won't be able to go on. My stomach hurts, I just, please, come back. I need you. Come back...

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My dog who I can't sleep at night without him on my bed is dying too... I just. I won't be able to carry on. Everything will be gone. I won't sleep. No dog you ever shove at me will replace him. I'm serious. I'm sobbing more now..

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Thanks brother for breaking my nose. I appreciate it. [It was an accident...] I seriously can't blow my nose when I'm sick?

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This is horrible.. I can't live through this.

-hugs- I'm so sorry <3 Things will get better! My inbox is open if you need to talk <3

[ghost queen.]

Why do I feel so ignored? So used?
My parents are fighting four days before Christmas. My little sister is being a pain in the arse and I have a little baby brother who's just oblivious to whats going on around him. I'm the oldest out of three children and I have to have the responsibility to look after them, help around the house, and practically do almost everything. My mother tweaked her back out and is sick. She can't really do anything right now. My dad is trying to make money for us, a family of 6. Since he got laid-off where we used to live, we had to move and he had to get a different job. We're almost broke and haven't gotten much for Christmas because we have to pay bills. Honestly, I'm the one doing almost everything, other than my dad. I sister thinks it's great to ignore what my mom and I tell her to do. I'm sick, and no one seems to care. I've talked to me boyfriend about this a lot, but I think it's just weighing me down even more. I talk to my friends, on here and outside of the internet, but they all say it's fine and to try your best. I just want to crawl into a hole and just cry. My parents are fighting about my dad deciding to work on the only day my mom can go Christmas shopping, and then over a tree we still have yet to get. I thought Christmas time was supposed to be the best time of the year. I know I have a better life than some people out there but, it's weighing me down to think about how much I have and how much they have. They'll be glad to at least get a piece of food, or anything at that matter. Whenever my parents are fighting, I'm just sitting here on the computer, or sitting on the couch, listening to them fight over my blaring music in my ear. Honestly, I just want it to all stop. My little sister thinks she can do whatever she wants, and always does something wrong, which in the end, I get blamed for. All I can do is just cry myself to sleep thinking about everything. I'm really busy with a lot of things, but I can't find the time to do a lot of them. If anyone could shoot me a PM and try and help me with this, or just talk to me on here, give me a hug or somethin', I'd be very, very grateful.

*hugs* Aww... don't cry, sweetie. I can honestly I'm nowhere close to walking in your shoes, but I can tell you that things will get better. It may not happen by Christmas, but it will happen. I've had that kind of trouble with my little brother before, so I know where you're standing there. Try your best to talk to her and explain to her that not everything she does is a good thing, and that she needs to listen if you say she shouldn't do something.

I hope your holidays get better, honey.

Thank you. You don't realize how much you helped me. I'll try and talk to her. I do actually try and look from an optimistic point of view, but then it doesn't help that much. But I'll try and continue to look at it from a good point of view.

[♡ A l l y C a t ♡]

If somebody can PM me that would be great. I'd rather not discuss this in public. I just found something out and I feel really used right now.

[Fahloan]

If somebody can PM me that would be great. I'd rather not discuss this in public. I just found something out and I feel really used right now.

I'll send one over <3

[setz]

S-she died. B-but. My grandmother... I loved you. You couldn't have died. I-I I'm crying, I won't be able to go on. My stomach hurts, I just, please, come back. I need you. Come back...

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My dog who I can't sleep at night without him on my bed is dying too... I just. I won't be able to carry on. Everything will be gone. I won't sleep. No dog you ever shove at me will replace him. I'm serious. I'm sobbing more now..

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Thanks brother for breaking my nose. I appreciate it. [It was an accident...] I seriously can't blow my nose when I'm sick?

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This is horrible.. I can't live through this.

Hey Chandler. First, I'm sending a hug over.
Now you'll be able to live through this. Everyone has this point in their life where they think it falls apart and will never come back, but it does. I'm sorry for all that has happened, and I pray for your dog and grandma to live their lives where they are happily <3
About your brother, you should try telling him about your feelings or tell your parents. I hope your nose gets better soon.
Just remember that you can live through this, and try to think positive till' everythings better.
IT'LL GET BETTER.