Copper. wrote:I have a presentation for geography class today. I'm really, really afraid. Standing up in front of people gives me severe anxiety... I'm trying not to worry because it won't be longer than five minutes, but every minute up until then will be pain because I am so very afraid.
Even worse. On Tuesday I have a dance performance with three other girls. I am comfortable performing with the girls, but not performing it for other people. But I have to do it to get a mark.
I'm miserable already because I have severe cuts all over my bottom lip and my tongue feels extremely sore. It's hard to talk and eat but I'm trying.
And suddenly I just feel sad. I don't want to be around my friends anymore and suddenly I am failing when I used to get good marks, and it's become extremely hard for me to complete the simplest assignments. I have a lot of nerves and fear for the next two weeks because I have two sports I really don't like in physed class and I hate the sports because I suck at them. I kind of have two left feet so.
I want to feel happy and successful and I don't want to have to do these things in front of people, because I get severe anxiety I have trouble controlling ;__;
Aww, it looks like you have a lot on your plate. *hugs* But don't worry. Take it one thing at a time. And try to calm yourself beforehand with something that makes you happy. Reading a good book, or playing with a pet, (or coming on CS) whatever works for you. c:
If you ever need to talk, PM me. <3