|TheComfortCorner| v.2

[- ; bonk!]

I'm about ready to kill myself.
That is, if my stress and pain doesn't kill me first.

[My Immortal]

Ugh... it just breaks my heart... to fdind someone who has my dreamy and I cant afford it

[Thalassic]

I feel like I'm losing control of my life.

I cry every day about things that most people could just brush off.
I can't.
I can't control my emotions anymore.
Anyone looking at me the wrong way is enough for me to tear up.
Not understanding my math homework is enough to make me break down.

I feel weak, worthless, I'm no fun to be around anymore..
I'm constantly depressed and get anxious over everything..
My friends tell me I should go see a therapist but they don't understand I just c a n ' t.
I want to fix me, but I'm so scared. Scared of myself, of therapists, random strangers.. everyone..
I feel like I can't talk to anyone about this..
Because every time I try to say something to my friends, I never really get any replies.. most likely a subject change..
I wonder if this will cause me to lose them all..

I hide on the internet all day because in reality I have no one.
The real world is not a world for me, I don't belong and it's tearing me apart.

Every day I'm so scared that some day everyone will be sick and tired of me.
And they will leave me.
And I will be alone.
But then I remember I already am alone..

I don't really know where I'm going with this, really..
I mean, I would ask for someone to PM me, but I don't really even know what to say..
I just know that I need help, but I don't know how..

[ferretjuice]

I'm at my friends house their cousins are over god no, there is a really mean one, she hit my head and she said and I quote "sorry buy when I first saw you I thought you were ugly" um I feel so sad I nearly cried
Just you have no idea what I'm going though right now I don't need any more stress, MY GRANDPA IS DIEING MY MUM WAS CRYING LAST NIGHT ABOIT IT HE MIGHT DIE SOON

just p*ss off

[Legato]

I'm at my friends house their cousins are over god no, there is a really mean one, she hit my head and she said and I quote "sorry buy when I first saw you I thought you were ugly" um I feel so sad I nearly cried
Just you have no idea what I'm going though right now I don't need any more stress, MY GRANDPA IS DIEING MY MUM WAS CRYING LAST NIGHT ABOIT IT HE MIGHT DIE SOON

Those are the people you need to pretend with all your might don't bother you. Once they realize that you really just don't care they should let up a bit. It may not solve everything, but pretending it means nothing usually bores people. They simply want a reaction out of you. Everyone contains beauty in his or her own way, so don't let words like that get you down. <3

I really am sorry to hear about your grandfather. ;; The unfortunate fact of life is that we do not live forever. When the time comes it comes without us even realizing it most of the time. If he may die soon, I'd spend as much time as I could with him to keep him company and make sure he's happy.

I feel like I'm losing control of my life.

I cry every day about things that most people could just brush off.
I can't.
I can't control my emotions anymore.
Anyone looking at me the wrong way is enough for me to tear up.
Not understanding my math homework is enough to make me break down.

I feel weak, worthless, I'm no fun to be around anymore..
I'm constantly depressed and get anxious over everything..
My friends tell me I should go see a therapist but they don't understand I just c a n ' t.
I want to fix me, but I'm so scared. Scared of myself, of therapists, random strangers.. everyone..
I feel like I can't talk to anyone about this..
Because every time I try to say something to my friends, I never really get any replies.. most likely a subject change..
I wonder if this will cause me to lose them all..

I hide on the internet all day because in reality I have no one.
The real world is not a world for me, I don't belong and it's tearing me apart.

Every day I'm so scared that some day everyone will be sick and tired of me.
And they will leave me.
And I will be alone.
But then I remember I already am alone..

I don't really know where I'm going with this, really..
I mean, I would ask for someone to PM me, but I don't really even know what to say..
I just know that I need help, but I don't know how..

I perfectly understand what you mean by someone looking at you the wrong way can set off a reaction. It happens with me and it's nothing I can just "get over". My emotions often build up and then boil over at some point. Believe me, you're not alone in this feeling. If you'd like to PM m to talk further about your emotions then please feel free to do so! I don't want you to talk in public about something that you might not want to talk about, so a PM would work if you're up for it. (:

You seem to have a lot of anxiety over seeing a therapist. What is it exactly, that you're afraid of? Being told you suffer from a mental disorder? Speaking to someone who you feel may judge you? Those are two common reasons I've found behind this, but yours might be different. It's not uncommon to be afraid, though. Some friends are not those friends who like to talk about your issues or anyone else's issues. Don't go too hard on them for that, but if they brush you off entirely then you might want to weigh whether or not they're your friends.

I understand that you're afraid to visit a therapist/psychologist, but it's honestly the best thing for you to do if you've lost control of your emotions. Even if someone has to drag you down there, I'd suggest you go ahead and do it. I know quite a few people who became much better once they did.

Don't ever feel alone, because you know what? Someone is always there for you. Take me, for example. I might not know you, but I'm here for you when you need to talk. If there is anything else bothering you, don't hesitate to knock on my door. <3

Ugh... it just breaks my heart... to fdind someone who has my dreamy and I cant afford it

Don't get yourself too down. It takes time to gain enough fodder to afford a dream pet. (: You'll get there eventually!

It feels like I'm having a bad month.. 5 of our baby kittens died.. we didn't know the mother milk dried up.. tried to save the last kitten, took him to the vet but he still pass away... now one of our dogs has an infection with fungus, took her to the vet today and got some shampoo and spray.. I just want health animals... and it seems the infection can pass from animal to humans...ugh... T_T

I'm very sorry to hear that five of your kittens died. ;; I love cats and it's always sad to see when one's passed on. As for your dog, just make sure you keep the infection clean and sprayed! It shouldn't take long to clear up.

[BlingBling]

All night I tried to get my dreamie, the Pink Sorbet, from the pound. Well I missed it but hoped he went to a good home... He's in a trade group and I have no fodder for him. I know it's stupid but I hate people adopting solely for trade fodder when others would love the pet so much more DX

[Godiva]

All night I tried to get my dreamie, the Pink Sorbet, from the pound. Well I missed it but hoped he went to a good home... He's in a trade group and I have no fodder for him. I know it's stupid but I hate people adopting solely for trade fodder when others would love the pet so much more DX

Hmmm.. I can relate to this. When I first joined the site 3 years ago, My biggest dream was the UR apple. I thought I could never get there, and I got so mad when people were like "ug, this thing has no demand, I'll trade it cheap" A year later I found myself with 3 of them. So really, with pets in CS, you just have to be patient, and work your way up, however, you can sometimes meet people along the way who will help you along. I hope you can get your dream pet soon! Don't get too stressed about it, it will work out. <3

[BlingBling]

All night I tried to get my dreamie, the Pink Sorbet, from the pound. Well I missed it but hoped he went to a good home... He's in a trade group and I have no fodder for him. I know it's stupid but I hate people adopting solely for trade fodder when others would love the pet so much more DX

Hmmm.. I can relate to this. When I first joined the site 3 years ago, My biggest dream was the UR apple. I thought I could never get there, and I got so mad when people were like "ug, this thing has no demand, I'll trade it cheap" A year later I found myself with 3 of them. So really, with pets in CS, you just have to be patient, and work your way up, however, you can sometimes meet people along the way who will help you along. I hope you can get your dream pet soon! Don't get too stressed about it, it will work out. <3

Thank you <3
I just hope that someday I will have the fodder for one. Seems unlikely now considering all I have are lower than 7th tier advents but you never do know what people can do. I gifted all my sorbets off when I went on hiatus, but maybe someone someday will help me get more ^u^

[mandalorian]

.. My cat ran away last night.. D:
And now i'm freaking out because there are coyotes where I live and shes not a outside cat.. I've had her since I was little, I would die if anything happened to her.

Still not back.. ugh.

Day 3.. I'm about ready to cry..

[ghostley.]

♔

this emotional pain is making me feel
numb and cold
hypocrites
i just..