|TheComfortCorner| v.2

[ShadowHunteress]

I feel terrible. I just lost a competition. I think i've lost enough. And know I'm starting to realize, It's not how I decorate my form, it's my art, my art is terrible. And don't tell me that practice makes perfect, I've practiced for along time and nothings ever changed.

Its okay, I am sure you will one of these days! Sometimes luck is just not on our side. Good luck next time!

[strawbewwy.]

I feel terrible. I just lost a competition. I think i've lost enough. And know I'm starting to realize, It's not how I decorate my form, it's my art, my art is terrible. And don't tell me that practice makes perfect, I've practiced for along time and nothings ever changed.

Hey, just remember not everyone is gifted with amazing artistic abilities, but it's the thought that counts, and how hard you worked on it and that you're having fun- even if you don't win. *Snuggles*

[My Immortal]

<cries> help

[Zynphera]

I'm sick of myself. I'm tired of myself. I'm sick of my family, my friends, random strangers, everything besides the internet. Nobody in my real life seems to care about me. Here are a few examples-
Family: They don't care about me. My mother knows that I used to be depressed (maybe still am), but every since this year she only cares about my brother. Same with my father. My father works all night and day, and when he comes home all he does is yell and command us. Whenever he's off from work, he acts the exact same as my mom. My brother is their prized pupil, their love, and then there's me, the stupid daughter who never smiles and never messes up. My dad always pokes and yells loudly at me about how fat I am and how I never smile in public anymore in front of others and friends. Just a few minutes ago, I was talking to my mom about this cause I figured she'd be understanding like last year and help me solve this whole thing since she's in it too. The whole thing pretty much was a blow, since she just sat there complaining about how messy my room is (It's cleaner than my brother's for sure and my friends always tell me it's not messy whenever I ask them and they say their room is more messier than mine.), investigated random objects, and when I told her it seems like she's ignoring me for my brother (I've done that before, my mom used to care and reassure me and life went on) she suddenly yelled at me, saying I was talking rubbish and she threatened to take away everything of mine and make me wear torn up clothes and kick me out of the house. My parents also ALWAYS compare me to my 'perfect' brother and always call me their daughter they never wanted (although a few years ago they told me they loved me and always wanted a daughter, aka me).I've been bullied all my life, especially from my brother and my parents never believed me. Nobody ever believes that my brother always bullied me or any of the mean stuff he does. Whenever I just mouth something mean to him however, like 'you're stupid', my parents and everyone immediately get my tail and say that he's never done anything bad to me, and even when he yells back the most worst insults you've ever heard, nobody cares that he did. My non-household family is no use either, they don't care about me since my parents always tell them horrible things about me and they only speak a language that I don't know. My real life friends... they aren't true friends. All of them ended up finding someone better, using me, or not even caring about me. Anyways, I just don't know what to do anymore... :\

[Trinity.Wolf]

Well, I thought I could vent a little bit on here... I just got into my first major car accident and totaled my car. The engine damn near ended up in our (my boyfriend and I) laps. I had a concussion, chest contusions, major bruising/cuts and some misc. injuries.

I'm still a little stressed about all this, mainly insurance, medical and legal matters. The good news was, I wasn't at fault. A car pulled out in front of me (making a left turn) and I hit them at 55mph. I tried my best to avoid them, but I only had about 10ft before I had a chance to hit the brakes.

ah, just venting a little and maybe anyone else on here has gone through it and has some sound advice? I'm sorry if this is the wrong place to post this thread, but I figured it was "general" enough.

Comments, advice, suggestions, support, anything helps. I'm out of the hospital and on bed rest for now. No work, no school so the computer and reading are about the only thing I'm able to do at the moment.

Thanks for taking the time to read,

- Rainbows

[strawbewwy.]

I'm sick of myself. I'm tired of myself. I'm sick of my family, my friends, random strangers, everything besides the internet. Nobody in my real life seems to care about me. Here are a few examples-
Family: They don't give a -- about me. My mother knows that I used to be depressed (maybe still am), but every since this year she only cares about my brother. Same with my father. My father works all night and day, and when he comes home all he does is yell and command us. Whenever he's off from work, he acts the exact same as my mom. My brother is their prized pupil, their love, and then there's me, the stupid daughter who never smiles and never messes up. My dad always pokes and yells loudly at me about how fat I am and how I never smile in public anymore in front of others and friends. Just a few minutes ago, I was talking to my mom about this cause I figured she'd be understanding like last year and help me solve this whole thing since she's in it too. The whole thing pretty much was a blow, since she just sat there complaining about how messy my room is (It's cleaner than my brother's for sure and my friends always tell me it's not messy whenever I ask them and they say their room is more messier than mine.), investigated random objects, and when I told her it seems like she's ignoring me for my brother (I've done that before, my mom used to care and reassure me and life went on) she suddenly yelled at me, saying I was talking rubbish and she threatened to take away everything of mine and make me wear torn up clothes and kick me out of the house. My parents also ALWAYS compare me to my 'perfect' brother and always call me their daughter they never wanted (although a few years ago thy told me they loved me and always wanted a daughter, aka me).I've been bullied all my life, especially from my brother and my parents never believed me. Nobody ever believes that my brother always bullied me or any of the mean stuff he does. Whenever I just mouth something mean to him however, like 'you're stupid', my parents and everyone immediately get my tail and say that he's never done anything bad to me, and even when he yells back the most worst insults you've ever heard, nobody cares that he did. My non-household family is no use either, they don't care about me since my parents always tell them horrible things about me and they only speak a language that I don't know. My friends... they aren't true friends. All of them ended up finding someone better, using me, or not even caring about me. Anyways, I just don't know what to do anymore... :\

*Hugs* I know it hurts. Try listening to happy music, and remind yourself that your parents and those who hurt you are not worth letting them show your hurt, as they are probably looking for a reaction. You're not fat, you're beautiful and you shouldn't let anyone tell you differently. <3

i'm so scared now
i think i may have to get some sort of surgery
;-;

† Emo

*Hugs* Surgery can be scary, but think about it this way: it'll make you feel better in the long run (unless you're like me but that's not important) and you won't have the problem(s) you're having now anymore. I had two different surgeries, one where they just twilighted me (the medicine tasted horrible, as a warning) and the other under anesthesia- and while at first they were sorta-scary, it helped me a lot in the end <3.

[Kickin' up dirt]

You all are always welcome to PM me anytime you need to talk. Stay strong <3

[randompersonH2O]

I'm sick of myself. I'm tired of myself. I'm sick of my family, my friends, random strangers, everything besides the internet. Nobody in my real life seems to care about me. Here are a few examples-
Family: They don't give a -- about me. My mother knows that I used to be depressed (maybe still am), but every since this year she only cares about my brother. Same with my father. My father works all night and day, and when he comes home all he does is yell and command us. Whenever he's off from work, he acts the exact same as my mom. My brother is their prized pupil, their love, and then there's me, the stupid daughter who never smiles and never messes up. My dad always pokes and yells loudly at me about how fat I am and how I never smile in public anymore in front of others and friends. Just a few minutes ago, I was talking to my mom about this cause I figured she'd be understanding like last year and help me solve this whole thing since she's in it too. The whole thing pretty much was a blow, since she just sat there complaining about how messy my room is (It's cleaner than my brother's for sure and my friends always tell me it's not messy whenever I ask them and they say their room is more messier than mine.), investigated random objects, and when I told her it seems like she's ignoring me for my brother (I've done that before, my mom used to care and reassure me and life went on) she suddenly yelled at me, saying I was talking rubbish and she threatened to take away everything of mine and make me wear torn up clothes and kick me out of the house. My parents also ALWAYS compare me to my 'perfect' brother and always call me their daughter they never wanted (although a few years ago thy told me they loved me and always wanted a daughter, aka me).I've been bullied all my life, especially from my brother and my parents never believed me. Nobody ever believes that my brother always bullied me or any of the mean stuff he does. Whenever I just mouth something mean to him however, like 'you're stupid', my parents and everyone immediately get my tail and say that he's never done anything bad to me, and even when he yells back the most worst insults you've ever heard, nobody cares that he did. My non-household family is no use either, they don't care about me since my parents always tell them horrible things about me and they only speak a language that I don't know. My friends... they aren't true friends. All of them ended up finding someone better, using me, or not even caring about me. Anyways, I just don't know what to do anymore... :\

I'm so sorry. My mom always treats my brother like that, too, when she just tells me that I sit on my lazy butt all day and do nothing (which I do sometimes, but it's those days I use to practice my writing. I obviously need to sit to do that.) just don't give up on trying to find friends, whether they're in real life or over a website. They're still friends, and I've had great ones both ways. Try to find some hobbies and ignore them as much as you can.

[Lazy9248]

I went through almost the same thing early last month.. Pm me if you need to talk I'm willing to listen

[namii]

<cries> help

my inbox is open if you need to vent or something <3

if not, I hope whatever's wrong gets better. *hugs*